This is a True story..
When I was 9 years old my mom asked my neighbor to watch me for a couple of hours. She had to go and do something with my dad.
I was in the basement playing with my legos and she said "Paul come her I want to show you something".. or at least something like that. most of the memory I have blocked out. I don't remember all the details but what I do remember is I walked up to her because she wanted me for something. She pulled my pants down around my ankles and forcefully began to yank on my Mr. Winky. she struggled a lot to make it hard. But I was only 9 at the time.. she could not make it hard. She got really mad and then she stuck her finger in my butthole.. It hurt really bad.. Now for some reason when ever I see women that remind me of her I want to rape them and have their finger stuck in my butt.. I don't know why
I am so attracted to O'Beast size women.. She was 18 by the way and I was 9.. What did she do to me?? why am I like this? IWhat did I do wrong?
2006-07-21 12:58:15 · 14 answers · asked by millernlite1979p 1 in Health ➔ Mental Health
after reading your other posts, I have come to the conclusion that you are full of crap and a liar. If you are going to make things up, then at least make them believable. You are not fooling anyone-at least, not me.
2006-07-21 13:06:56 · answer #1 · answered by Comfortably Numb™ 7 · 2⤊ 0⤋
What that woman did to you was terrible. She was a predator and you were her prey. You did nothing wrong. You were just a little kid and I wish you would have told someone so she would have paid for it. The problem now is that you are having thoughts of becoming what happened to you. You should get some help. Talk to a therapist and you can get over this rage inside of you. Please don't do to someone else what this woman did to you. You should also check the statute of limitations in your area. It is possible that you can still file charges against her and that would help you too, I think. I am very sorry.
2006-07-21 14:08:41 · answer #2 · answered by The Nana of Nana's 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Go talk to someone, definitely... Someone you can trust, a psychiatrist, something. Have strength, don't act on those feelings because you'll get yourself into something you will deeply regret. Just by you asking this question, gives me faith that you won't do those disgusting things, because you are seeking help, and I'm glad about that. YOU DID NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG! That woman was a pervert. She needs help herself. Life hands us struggles and what can we do other than deal with them the best we know how? Live so that you don't cause others harm, emotionally, physically, etc... I do hope for you the best, take my advice, email me if you want and I can tell you about personal experiences of mine....
2006-07-21 13:08:31 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
I have the whole repressed memory thing going for me too. Nice to know I'm not the only one. I'm not obese, but I have a decent sized gut and f****d up breasts. I'd love the chance to shove my finger in your a**. How bout it? Wanna get together one day? Then we could go hunting together. I'll bring the duct tape..... Seriously I've always wanted to be raped. Sickening huh? That's my fantasy.
2006-07-21 15:40:01 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 1⤋
You are not alone, this is a common reaction for victims to be this way after. You do need to get some help for this and remember that you did nothing wrong, she did. You were just a child, and she took your innocence away, and you need to remember that she was wrong, not you.
2006-07-21 13:05:53 · answer #5 · answered by prettypixie1997 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You need to go see a psychologist and work through this issue before you act on your feelings and hurt someone else. I think you would have a difficult time getting any charges to stick against the girl who did this to you. See someone. . . work through your problems. . . and then find that girl and tell her what a degenerate skank she is!
2006-07-21 13:02:06 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
YOUR SUCH A LIAR!!!
I read your other questions and now I know this holds no creadability at all you a patholigcal Liar, and you do need help!
grow up!! you looser!!!
2006-07-21 13:11:05 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 2⤊ 0⤋
You did nothing wrong ..she was the wrong person..she could have been sent off to jail
2006-07-21 13:05:54 · answer #8 · answered by ohcome2daddyplease 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Oh look its the gay lover with more fake *** details about his screwed up life!
2006-07-21 14:41:01 · answer #9 · answered by ChrissyLicious 6 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I sure am sorry mate. I would suggest getting pro. help.
2006-07-21 13:04:24 · answer #10 · answered by Bullet 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋