why does my situation suk so much? am i suffering persecution?

Question

the ruff neighbourhood i live in, the gangs of youths, the antisocial behaviour, the noise intrusion, the threatening evironment, i dont want to live round here. the fact im dealing wih mental health probs that ive had most of my adult life, im 29 now, high levels of anxiety, racing thoughts, panic attacks, inner rage, no self esteem, paranoid out in public sometimes, havent got no friends, never really had a proper friend. no girlfriend, never really had a partner, difficulty making friendships relashionships, lonley, isolated, feel cutt off, dont feel good enough 4 anyone. lost my temper many times in public, i feel eyes on me when i go out, i get weird looks sometime, i have ambitions i feel i'll never achieve, im missing 2 lower teeth through an accident i had a while back, i dont wanna be here now where iam, i wanna be somewhere else, another time another place, i want a nice girl i want to live in nice surroudings dont no how i'll achieve it, ~ now tell me my situation dont suk?

arrrrrrrrrrrrrggggghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arrrrrrrrrrghhhh!!!!!!!! again!! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhh!!!! again!! arrrrrrrrgh!!!! f***ck!!

Answer 1

Keep your head up and never give up! I know it feels like you are swimming and your head is just above the water. You need professional help for your mental health issues. Get an appointment to see a Psychologist for some meds to help you cope better. Then get an appointment to see a therapist. You need to tell them you need a social worker to help you find an adequate place to live. Reach out hun to the doctors and tell them everything. They will help you! Here is a hotline for suicide: 1-800-442-7315 You can talk to them and maybe they can help you also. Good Luck! You need to do something you just can't set there, You need to do it yourself! Hugs!

Answer 2

Yes. Yours is a complex sign and symptom of being in the "wrong place at the wrong time..." in one way, but in another -- it could be a opportunity to seek change. If you are writing about it, continue to do so. This is a great outlet for some of the emotions bubbling up inside. Start with a notepad -- or computerize it -- and don't worry about spelling or grammar. Write whenever you have a chance about the bare bones of your existence. If you can see your way to getting some professional help, your life may change for more positive outlook and out-picturing. You may have some depression happening, and when you address this, your life perception will change drastically. I have confidence that you can make it out of your living hell. I've been there and back, and I can tell you -- people tend to underestimate the power of a few displaced brain chemicals! Find a psychiatrist that you trust, and go for it. Life is moves too quickly to live with regretful "could have," "should have," and "would haves." Now go on, Happy Happy, Joy Joy! Get into action and claim the life that you deserve! You're worth it!

Answer 3

OMG Me TOO!!!

I'm missing two teeth from playing demolition Rollerblading ... I too envision the Russian Government coming after my Uterus ... It's a very valuable commodity and they Russians have a huge price on it ... shhhhh ... can you hear them too? I think they live in my computer.

Is this possible ... I keep hearing the sound of a fan ... Is that the Russians in there ... Arhhhhhr ... They're after me AGAIN ... Gotta -Go ... Peace out.

Answer 4

You may need professional help

Answer 5

trials and tribulations, we all go through them, some seamingly less then others. just keep your head up and try to accept it for what it is hell on earth

Answer 6

move to another neighbor hood. go to counseling.

Answer 7

Please seek professional help!