Depression?

Question

have anyone of you been in a depressive state of mind where you did things you would not normally do and live to regret it please share your experience and tell how you got over it if you have

Answer 1

my life since the beginning of last year has been depression because of the internet..i was stupid to believe someone...and it hurt me..so i wanted to die i starved myself because i thought i wasnt good enough...i had suicidal thoughts etc...never cut myself but thought about it....then my mom put me on counciling for anger management and depression....it helped so much boosted my self esteem and stuff i dont go anymore but i am better i do have those days when i want to die.....i still need work

Answer 2

A lot of people do things and regret them later. When I was younger my son's father cheated on me and kicked me out of the house. This was so devastating for me. I never saw it coming. I lost everything I had worked for, and a whole other family. I went into a state of depression where I didn't care about anything or anyone. I drank heavily and did a lot of things that I normally would be opposed too. Then I got pregnant again, the father of the child wasn't around so I had to deal with that as well.
All of these "bad times" helped me become a stronger person. I eventually started excepting things instead of trying to ignore them. I can't say that I ever "got over" the things that have happened to me, but if you can learn from them you are doing really good.
However if you are in a state of depression to wear you feel you may hurt yourself or someone else, I advise you to seek help, there are many places that offer free counseling. It's best to figure out answers to your problems, it helps when there is someone there to help you do that, and to listen and understand. I did it. It helped.
Good luck.

Answer 3

I was on paxel for depression. It was making me sick and more depressed and I stopped taking it without telling my doc. I went off the deep end big time. I am not a bad or violent person, but at that time my then-bf and I were living together and broke up, he had been cheating on me and it made me more depressed and out of it. I went to his house with a loaded gun ready to shoot. The only thing that stopped me, was him repeating my childs name over and over. I would have never in my right mind, done that and to this day I thank God for not letting me hurt anyone. I got counseling and it worked wonders.

Answer 4

I let my depression get so bad before i seeked medical help that it inevitably destroyed my marriage because I wasnt happy with my life so therefore i associated it with my husband and then when i finally got treated i couldnt live with him anymore because I had associated him with my depression and angst. I lost my love because of it and now im stuck alone which is depressing in itself. But, im on medication now and i'm trying to deal.

Answer 5

I am depressed/suicidal, it's really not fun. I lay on my bed in the morning every morning not wanting to get up and face the day, face the people, face my ******* life. As the day progresses, the feelings get worse. I used to be on welbutrine, but I quit taking it because I got to the point where I didn't care. I've seen a lot of therapists who didn't help. It seemed as if they didn't even try to understand. It's gotten to the point where I forget things almost right away. I zone out a lot, it's scary. I'll want to scream, to cry, to do something, but all I will be able to do is stare and observe what's going on around me. People will talk to me, and I will want to answer, to talk back to them, but I won't be able to move. Since no one's been able to help me, I've been on my own; my depression has worsened and I've developed more problems. I've even started going to school online, because I was too scared to go to school... I would tell you why, but I can't. Not now. I have so many scars from cutting myself. My arms are completely full, from my wrist to just above my elbo; my ankles; my knuckles. I've pierced my ears (about 11 times so far) my lip, my nose; because I've run out of room to cut. I push the needle in slowly with tears streaming silently down my cheeks. I'm lost. I'm confused. I don't know what I'm doing. I feel like Alice. I'm forever lost in a terrible wonderland of death, but I won't die. I don't know what to do anymore. I've run out of people to turn to, my "friends" don't care... appariently being depressed and phsyco means your cool... I don't know what to do. I'm lost.

Answer 6

i suffer from bipolar and clinical depression and a whole bunch of other stuff but i go off on people all the time even my loved ones one time my ex boyfriend was talking to a girl and i was really depreesed so i jumped to conclusions and figuerd he was cheating on me so not thinking i cheated on him wo confronting him first so he broke up with me he is now engaged and a soon to be dad by another girl, it hurts me more than any thing its been 5 months since we broke up and it still hurts me i am as much in love with him as i always was

Answer 7

when i am really depressed it seems like i can't concentrate when people are talking to me. i kinda phase out cuz I'm thinking about my problems and they ask me if im ok and if I'm paying attention. i feel bad for ignoring them but ive never done anything evil or really regrettable just because I'm depressed