I used to do aerobics, as I got more fit it didn't make me feel better anymore so I would rewind it and do it again, but I got into a routine where I had to do the same I did the day before. & what I did the day before kept getting longer. The relief of finishing the ritualistic routine always gave me energy and excitement to do some other exercise but that would add itself to the other routine the following day. So everything I started off doing because I liked it was turned into something I had to do. I found that running was one way I could get away from the routine and outside of the house. But now running is being turned against me. How far I ran yesterday taunted me the whole time I ran the following day and now it is how fast and up how many hills. I can't run fast enough to feel better, fast enough to escape the thoughts of failure. How can I reprogram my mind so that I can enjoy what I am doing and not be burdened by it.
2006-07-09
01:09:33
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sereneicequeen
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