i never imagined that something like this would happened.
i lost $700 at betting, i can't pay it and now bouncers are looking for me to pay up the debt or else, they'll beat me up.
i spent $1000 from my mom's savings and now that maybe she has found it out. because she text me, she wrote "I've asked the bouncers to look for you and beat you up or maybe you should be jailed now."
i used my brother's credit card about $200 to pay some of the debt and he's so pissed off that he'll be ready to slap me if he meet me.
what should i do?
i really missed my mom, but i'm too scared to meet her, i'm so sad that i cannot be the son like she wanted.
by the way this is the first time i place a bet, and $100 in Indonesia is a large sum which represents a month average salary for people here.
even doing bets will make my mom's angry and to make everything worse, now her savings are all drained up.
even God Himself would be disappointed
now in my hand i hold a can of insecticide, my shortcut
2006-07-05 04:25:15 · 19 answers · asked by Jacob 1 in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
Pathetic.
2006-07-05 04:29:18 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
Suicide hot-lines have people who are trained to help: National Suicide Hot Line: 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)
And check out this link: http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/
That link has a message about how you want to die when your pain is greater than your ability to ease the pain. You might find several things that appeal to you.
I have made worse choices than you, and I hope you will not think I am pompous when I ask if you would consider praying.
One of the answers listed here is: "Hold on, get a job, any job, and pay the debt off slowly." I like that advice, I like it a lot.
Good Luck to you !!
2006-07-05 11:38:23 · answer #2 · answered by old-tired-and-poor 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Disappointed, yes, but God still loves you and wants you to go home. God forgives you if you are truly sorry. God also wants you to know that it is easier to die than to live and he wants you to live the life you were meant to live, not the life you have been living--stealing and gambling. If you can find a gamblers anonymous meeting somewhere, go to it now. If not, find a church or a rectory or someplace where good holy people are who will help you immediately and help you to figure out how to fix this problem--paying off your debts and getting back with your family. I pray for you.
2006-07-05 11:31:30 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
mama`s gonna whip that as* not to mention the bouncers you pissed off, lol. grow up man, oh sorry lil lil boy with big problems now. well maybe you will think the next time, oops you will allready be 6 ft under, doesn`t matter, too funny. and really i think you put this on here cuz u were bored and don`t have a freakin life either
2006-07-05 11:34:16 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
please don't take any rash action! life is much more precious than the sums you have mentioned. you have done a blunder by squandering the hard-earned money of your family, but running away is not going to help, neither an attempt at suicide. so go back to your family, ask for their pardon, look for some source of income. now the q. is about those people who are waiting to beat you up! may you should go to the authorities, and take some protection. in any case, you will have to repay, so settle it in instalments or some thing, but don't abscond. remember, run-away trains never come back?
2006-07-05 11:38:26 · answer #5 · answered by palador 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
At this stage of the game, my friend, you need to contact Gamblers Anonymous and get into a treatment program. That MIGHT save your hide...put yourself into a treatment program. If my son did what you have done, I would have given him one of two choices....pay it back within x amount of time OR go to jail. Surprised your mom didn't go that route. Violence rarely solves anything.
2006-07-05 11:29:09 · answer #6 · answered by kath68142 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Go back to your mom tell her that your sorry and that you'll do tons of extra work to pay off the debt. you'll cause your mom more pain if u kill yourself. Remember betting is set up so u lose money not make it. And remember God will always forgive you if u believe that Jesus died on the cross to take away your sins. But PLEASE dont kill yourself!
2006-07-05 11:36:11 · answer #7 · answered by mars 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
whatever, insecticide?the easy way out?if you think things are bad now,just do yourself in.sweetie thats not an option.face the music or go to the authorities if your that scared.stop gambling even more w/other peoples money.as bad as it seems this too shall pass.and put that poison down your luck you would probably just mame yourself.you'll be just fine
2006-07-05 11:34:01 · answer #8 · answered by sandy v 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Hold on. Get a job. Any job. Pay the debt off slowly.
2006-07-05 11:29:12 · answer #9 · answered by haterhater 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I've read the headers to your other questions. Please find a church if you can in another city or the same city. They will protect you if necessary.
There is no bargain with the Satan. He just uses people and throws them out to be worse than when they started.
I will pray for your situation. God Bless.
2006-07-05 11:32:07 · answer #10 · answered by bobm709 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋