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If you mean you would like to talk to someone you may contact me. When I lost my innocence as a child at age 8, (I was molested and raped by a friend of the family), I hid from the truth. I was afraid it was my fault. I started to inflict pain upon myself to forget about it.

When I lost my grandmother, I stuffed my feelings. I ate and gained about 10 pounds, and I was 12 when this happened.

I reached the bottom of life at age 17, after a miscarriage (cause at the hands of domestic violence), severe drug use, drinking lots of liquor a day, my best friend (brother) sent to prison for the rest of his life at age 14, dropping out of school, my mother sent to jail, while my father was sitting in prison, and my sister being over 1000 miles away when I could have used her support. Anyway, I tried to kill myself, and was brought back to life by a defibrillator.

When my first husband and I divorced (when I was 19), I went into a deep depression. I slept for days.

When I lost another child to miscarriage (I was 23) and was in a horrible car accident that left me in a wheel chair, I cried.

I was sad, and then went to counseling. I woke up feeling that my life was spared for some reason. I am not sure the reason, but I will figure it out soon enough. I realize that everyone has some bad times, and that what I have went through, will help me teach others somehow. Now, I am 26 years old. I have a wonderful special needs child, that is my world. I have a great job that I love almost as much as my daughter. I am married and happy with life.

2006-06-23 00:18:56 · answer #1 · answered by Someonesmommy 5 · 0 0

I have been through hell and back. I have lost jobs, lost all my belongings in Tropical Storm Allison, including my car, pictures, house, and we've moved too many times to count. I have had 36 jobs in the past 7 years. Mostly becuase I would get bored or got into it with my boss. I had a crappy childhood, the older kids in the neighborhood on several occasions thought it would be funny to hold my face in an ant pile. They ran over me with their bicycles, my father has wanted nothing to do with me since I moved in with my mother when I was 12, I am 29 now, married with 2 kids, I have had my job for 2 years now. Even though gas and other bills are getting high and it seems like sometimes its too hard to deal with, I know it has been worse or could get worse so I am just thankful for what I have. Never give up on life, keep pushing forward with a positive attitude and things will always work themselves out.

2006-06-23 07:18:32 · answer #2 · answered by Jimmy W 2 · 0 0

I am just trying to come out of a bad experience. I travelled abroad alone for this job and i ended up losing that job because my manager wanted to have s** with me and i refused and i lost the only person i ever loved because i had to lie to him, now he looks down on me and i gave up on many of my principles which made me really hate myself for the first time in my life. my studies are ruined and i am expelled from my college. and i am broke. and i have not talked to anyone about all this. i was never a loser or a liar or a hypocrite and it is hard to turn into all this suddenly. but i know that i have to get up because down there it is so depressing.and i cant die when i am so full of life.

2006-06-23 07:40:58 · answer #3 · answered by mango 1 · 0 0

I felt that way. I have had problems with alcohol, drugs, anxiety, and depression. A couple of months ago I was in terrible shape. I'm still clawing my way out of the hole I helped put myself in, but I am starting all over, clean and sober, putting things back together one piece at a time, one day at a time.

2006-06-23 07:17:43 · answer #4 · answered by JStrat 6 · 0 0

You want a fix it cause with passed issues?......
Maybe you should just be a mentor instead if you want to save or help people that have or have had issues.

2006-06-23 07:15:09 · answer #5 · answered by ? 2 · 0 0

Just because you put a question mark at the end doesn't make it a question.

2006-06-23 07:15:14 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 0 0

hi,
the same case happened to me a few years ago.but i picked up my life again & today am glad i did that.

2006-06-23 07:16:02 · answer #7 · answered by Vivek 1 · 0 0

that is me but im taken sorry honey. where were you 2 years ago?

2006-06-23 07:40:55 · answer #8 · answered by elman411 3 · 0 0

wha??

2006-06-23 07:13:40 · answer #9 · answered by Anonymous · 0 0

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