Do you want to die?

Question

How often do you think about it? What stops you? Why do you think about it?

Answer 1

sure...then I'll be in a better place..

Answer 2

The Darkness

I close my eyes I can look no more,
the darkness that howls pounds at my door.
Only a gruesome shadow lives in my soul,
eating and gorging rabid and out of control.
Black is the world in which I live.
Like toxic soot that plumes from a factory,
my never ending despair is all that I give.

I know only the sound of my beating heart,
like a cold dark cave echoes as it tears me apart.
To remember a time when things were good,
only feeds the self loathing that I would stop if I could.
As if in morbid maze my mind travels from wall to wall,
blinded by the bitter anguish that nothingness answers my call.

Knowing what I’ve become is the cold blade that impales,
This is the truth that destroys a truth without veils.
Childhood oh childhood where have you gone,
the jagged memories of pain are all that go on.
There is no one to blame the abuser am I,
the pieces are torn apart and I’ve left them to die.

I see the sick pity for me in other people’s eyes,
if only I could climb inside them to inflict my cancer and hear their cries.
The loneliness I created, my barbed fence is in place.
It is my security, a faithful chain that binds me a living disgrace.
Oh to be a person with ambition to win.
I am but an empty being with nothing within.

Suicide sweet suicide my slow mortal death,
the reaper is waiting I must take my last breath.
An empty shell is my body useless and lame,
emotional rigamortis sets in to douse my flame.
There is no life I am a cold black stove
No fuel to burn only a fruitless grove,
I pray for death knowing I’ve already died.
Here is my ending nothing to hide.

This is my poem and all that I’ll leave.
There will be no one mourners, nobody will grieve.
Knowing I’ve done the unforgivable sin,
I’ll be ashes to ashes and dust once again.
If you read this poem after I’ve gone,
please save your self and then move on.
Don’t try to understand or ask yourself why,
Just love the life you have and wish me goodbye.

Answer 3

no i enjoy my life, but i think about it often. i have gone as far as hanging myself and I've done it more than once. i have also placed a gun in my mouth, and got ready to pull the trigger, and i have stabbed myself in the stomach. those were all at a very hard few years in my life, when i was the only one of my friends to live through a car accident, and i couldn't get their scream out of my head. my family beat me until i was on the floor, and then they would kick me and spit on me. i wanted to end my pain, but then i found that i could just embrace it all, and realized that what happens happens, and there is nothing i can really do about it, except try to make it better.

Answer 4

Yes, I want to die! then i'll finally get some rest! I think about this when I'm tired of life in general. yes even the good stuff can wear me out!

Answer 5

My partner walked out on me an my two lovely children in feb. he'd been having an affair with a 21 year old at work, hes 34. I thought about it for weeks, thankfully the nursing staff saved me. I love my children very much, mentall illness is a powerfull an devestating thing. If any body is thinking about harming themselves my advice would be.... Talk about it to anyone you can get to listen, bore them if you have to, talk to strangers, councellers, samaritans etc... just talk it really helps !

Answer 6

i think about it 24\7 , and like u most people i dont think that i am worthless thats why i wanna quit but bcoz of the world which is worthless in which i feel theres no use livivng with the fools which makes me wanna quit , the only thing that stops me from doing it is that if i fail then the fools will torture me more and make matters worst than before

Answer 7

We all die someday. I have thought about it many times, since my sister died 6 years ago, and my mother died young. Meanwhile, I just live my life without fearing death. I don't want to die right now, but some day I will be ready.

Answer 8

Sometimes when things get tough, I think about it. I wouldn't do it because I have a young son and I know my family would be pretty upset. I also try to remember that my situation can improve, that it won't always be as bad as they are now. The reasons to go on out-weigh the reasons to give up. I won't let myself give up.

Answer 9

i think about it at least once a week. fears of the afterlife and failure stop me. i think abot it b/c i'm depressed and i think i am worthless and a waste of a life

Answer 10

That's why I smoke, I know it will eventually kill me. But then again, no one lives forever, why put off the inevitable?

Answer 11

yes i want to die