The more i think about suicide, the more tempting it gets. It's just a simple solution to .. every problem. I don't want to wake up again feeling depressed, making myself throw up. I've had it. I'm done.
2006-06-17 21:41:01 · 28 answers · asked by Ally. 2 in Health ➔ Mental Health
Honey, I've been exactly where you are now. Please don't be so hard on yourself. If you are depressed, see a professional, you may need an anti-depressant. Sometimes the chemicals in your brain just get all messed up and meds can help that.
Think of how boring and empty the world would be w/o you in it. No matter how bad things may seem, you were put here on earth for a reason, you just have to figure out why. And even though life can be extremely hard most of the time, it is still worth fighting for. Please don't give up yet. You can feel better. Your life can be better.
If you ever need to talk seriously about this, email me anytime. I know that I don't know you, but I am a good listener. Plus, I do know what it's like to feel empty inside. A few weeks in an institution for attempting suicide really opened my eyes.
Surround yourself with good positive people that love you and keep telling yourself that your life is important. My email address is on my profile if you need. Write me anytime. Take care of yourself and God bless!!!
2006-06-17 21:58:54 · answer #1 · answered by beck 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
If you were really "done" you wouldn't be writing it on the Internet. Most likely you are looking for someone to help you, convince you that your problems can be resolved. Truth is, its up to you. Crappy to realize, but you are the only one who can change your mind about things, no one can tell you what to do, or give you the answers. Most people's lives do suck a lot of the time. I've dealt with similar feelings on and off since I was a teen (I'm 30 now). The thing is, everything always seems to happen in cycles. Things go from crappy, to good, and back again. Things might be especially crappy now, but if you really want things to be better, make a change and you might find some happiness for a while. The best thing I can say is to just keep opening your eyes every day and hopefully your happiness will find you sooner rather than later.
P.S. Do you mean you get so upset you throw up, or you literally make yourself throw up? If you do it on purpose, keep in mind that it actually causes more problems, like tooth decay, bad breath, and a number of physical issues having to do with stomach acid eating away at your throat, not to mention a possible lack of proper nutrition (if you vomit food). Poor nutrition can aggravate emotional problems.
2006-06-29 23:05:30 · answer #2 · answered by babygirl 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
first thing suicide is not an option. God does not make junk you are here for a reason. i think in everyone life at some time they feel the same way, its just an easy way out . seek help listen to SEEKER even if he is insane, your pain and depression comes from issues you don,t know how to handle or chemical imbalance . get help and remember. them that die feel not the pain, the ones left behind are the ones that suffers. and as silly as it might sound TIME DOES HEAL ALL PAIN you just have to learn to let go. every thing has a purpose and a time. every bad thing that happens something good comes out of it. you stay around, smell the roses count the stars and do alot of praying GOD is there. don't let anyone tell you any different. what problems could be so bad. think about everything and write back
2006-06-18 06:52:17 · answer #3 · answered by helpless 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Stop it girl! I will not have weakness in you,child!
I have suffered all kinds of hell. I am wheelchair bound, I piss through a tube, I am paralyzed from the waist down, and everyone I know is insane. I have tried suicide, and it has left a scar that will never leave!
In this life, there are challenges. Life is NEVER easy. If you expect this, than you are a fool. Therefore, bear the pain, even now when it kills you to do so. Have faith, for the only cure for such pain as this is God. I have lain close to death, and without fulfillment of life it brings no peace. Death is only death of body, the tortured spirit lives on, and without faith in God the tortured soul is fated to a worse hell than ever man can create.
Do you even realize the consequences for your actions? I WILL NOT have this ignorance! I know you think I am insane. You are half-right then. But I have survived in my faith, and in God I find a reason to live.
Everyone has a reason to live. All of us, a piece of the puzzle. You are not meant to die, not yet. You will do SOMETHING. Therefore, do not be weak now. I know you feel pain, but suicide is never the answer to pain, it only brings more.
2006-06-18 05:40:09 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
You need serious help, get it ASAP! Try looking at the way other people live, or reading about POW survivors. Trust me, being a Marine I can tell you things can be a lot worse for you. There are people who live in absolute filth and are constantly persecuted, yet the struggle to survive, not thinking of suicide. This means that you have a metal disorder that needs to diagnosed by a Doctor and treated. Good luck.
2006-06-27 17:01:16 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
YO ALLY... relax dear...
Ok whats the source of the feelings? Suicide is not the answer... having been depressed a couple of time myself i ahve to admit that the thought has also played and romed my mind... Its a heavy burden on you and you dont understand y... my dear, it will get better.. you need to keep keeping on... please dont take your life, at the end you only pay more, thats signing a death sentence to Hell...
i know it seems like there is no light at the end of the tunnel, i have been there, but squint a little and stretch your eyes... you will see it...! Ally, it pains me when someone wants to give up on a gift...
I hope you find what you are looking for and that, things come right for you...
All the best... you can find me if you want to...
Me...
2006-06-19 09:52:33 · answer #6 · answered by loedza 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I'm sorry to hear you feel that way. It sounds like you should probably see a docotr for an anti-depressant to help with your immediate symptoms. But medicine masks your symptoms. The best cure for your depression is...You!
The Midwest Center for Stress and Anxiety can help. I never considered suicide, but I heard from many people who did, and it turned life completely around for both me and them. They offer a fifteen week program that involves audio tapes, videos, and a workbook to help you get over depression and see how fulfilling life can really be!!
The program is rather pricy, but if you can afford it, it's worth every penny. Here's their website: www.stresscenter.com
2006-06-28 01:08:38 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Ooh, Ally, you sound so much in pain Baby. Life around you is appearantly not making sense is it? There is no instant solution to how we feel when your feeling as bad as you are. To feel better about yourself and others is a process that at the time doesn't seem worth fighting for. I don't know how old you are, but I'm guessing you are pretty young.
When I was 15 I tried committing suicide, and it failed. Then at 21 I tried it again, I was committed to a hospital and made to stay with a bunch of people that to me just weren't like me. They belonged there I kept thinking. I felt like a strong person that wasn't allowed to "be" or "heard" or "understood". Thank God my suicide attempts failed. I am 34 years old now and I have 4 children and a beautiful husband. Life is not perfect but I am living my life my way. And I get scared when I think of how I almost threw it all away. I did alot of praying, I went straight to God, he never argued back with me, ;) and he let me talk as long as I needed to with out looking at his watch. Through him I am who I am today.
Don't give up on life Ally. What will your life be like in 5, 10 or 20 years? Do you have children? Do you want children? There is someone out there waiting to be your one and only and if you choose death then you take away that persons chance at life and the opportunity to know you, and to know you existed. You maybe the answer to someone else's desperate question in your future. What will that person do if you aren't there to answer.
Don't give up Ally, FIGHT BACK, and LIVE LIFE!
I will be thinking of you tonight when I'm in bed, I will be praying for your emotional freedom. God Bless you Ally. Be strong.
2006-06-20 00:17:02 · answer #8 · answered by lamp062400 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Please.
Call the suicide hotline NOW
You are depressed at the very least. Could be more...and when a person is depressed or has other illnesses going on they don't see the REAL life. If you kill yourself...what a waste...Could be that if you got help you would feel COMPLETELY different in a few short weeks...Hang in there and call someone NOW.
Please...You are worth it...
2006-06-18 05:47:36 · answer #9 · answered by ceasefear 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Hell, no, please do NOT contemplate suicide!
Ask yourself why you are feeling depressed. This is a very crucial step you must take. Till you have answered this question, you cannot take any untoward step like even thinking of suicide!
Each of us are born with a purpose, and certainly it is God's will by which you have been given life.
Since you have not created your life yourself, you have no right to destroy it either!
So, hang on in there; no problem ever lasts forever, so it is very likely that this too, shall pass!!
2006-06-18 05:10:45 · answer #10 · answered by Sidhart1 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋