i guess i have an ednos. thats eatign disorder not other wise specified. i'm 5'6" and i am 104 pounds. i think that at the weight i am i should look skinnier. i am going to get my weight down to 96 for the summer because that is what i was last year this time. i know i have a problem but all i think about is food. calories. fat. that is my daily thoughts. i write down the calories i had each day and usually it averages to about 300-700. when i have a bad day its usually about 1200 calories. and i feel guilty. i can't get over the feelings. i eat negative calorie food. i limit myself and i know that i have self control. i never throw up ever. not on purpose. never take laxatives. i just limit and restrict. i need support but my friends just say OH YOUR NOT FAT. uhh it drives me crazy. i just need to talk to someone that understnads and will support me not get mad at my eating habits. what should i do?
2006-06-17
15:08:48
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blondecoley
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oh and im 15. i have a problem i just don't know how to get rid of it. i think that being curvy is beautiful but half of me wants to get noticed and looked at and attention from being tiny and thin and i don't see myself as skinny. i see myself as fat legs and a fat stomach and flubby arms. i can see my ribs but its just not enough at this point i need more bones to show and i won't be happy til they do. end of story
2006-06-17
15:33:17 ·
update #1
oh and thanks for the hamburger info.
2006-06-17
15:39:08 ·
update #2