why is accepting life so hard?

Question

why is it so hard to rercover after a near fatal suicde attempt?
they had revived me as my vitals were crashing. i didn't know anything by that time.
now i can only question their wisdom for reviving me. at times i am somewhat happy to life.then my attitude changes, and everything seems hopeless again and i get angry for them steppng in.
i don't unerstand this. i don't want to die. things are changing.
yet with all this, i resent the doctor who hada refused healthcare to me for even attemping to save me.
i wasn't good enough to help improve my life. the dope saved it.
i think if it were any other doctor there, i would have a different attitude.
i am struggling to have hope. follow through is next week. all set up.
i whish i understood what was happening so far,
it might help.

Answer 1

Life can be difficult to accept because there can be so many reasons that pull you towards not wanting to accept any of it and walk away. The thing is human beings are capable of acceptance and capable of enduring emotional pain. I think each one of us has a story to tell and in that story is pain but happiness too. What you are going through is your story. Learning to accept life and how hard it can be doesn't mean you like it but you say to yourself, yes i don't like it but what's for dinner? There will be no frustration only acceptance. If you can find acceptance with life being so hard it will begin the next chapter of your life but you have to be here to find out what it will be.

Answer 2

I think for some people life just isn't what we expect it to be and that in a sense lowers our thinking to wonder why isn't it like it should be? I know I am depressed 75% of my day. I constantly think of why things aren't the way I would like them to be and why does everything seem to fall apart when I need it. I think you need to be positive that for some reason you are still here. You need to go and find out why and instead of looking at the bad stuff, look at what you want to be. I know it gets hard and you tend to look to the things that will go wrong when you try and change things, even people like the doctor may frown upon you, dont let it get to you. Just live day by day not expecting or waiting for something. Just deal with each minute as it comes. I think alot is goin on with you right now where you dont know where you are and I think you really need to go somewhere alone and think about what you want and what you aspire. If you're not into all that then maybe you should talk to someone else and tell them how you feel and that you're not trying to end your life, you're trying to figure out whats trying to make you lose your life by bringing you down. hope that helps. take care

Answer 3

It sounds like you've become overwhelmed by the choices in life. There are people who are called 'sensitives', who cannot handle a lot of stimuli. You also may be a person who takes on other people's negative energy. This can cause you to become depressed and confused, thinking that what you think and feel is your own stuff, when it's really someone else's.

We create the kind of a life we have by the deepest feelings and beliefs that we have. These feelings and beliefs eventually draw to us what we believe to be true.

It may take a little bit of time, but I would suggest that you continually remind yourself, deep inside, that "I don't want to die." Feel what that means to you, and the emotion of that feeling will help you choose things, people, and situations that will help you live the life you want to live.

I wish you the very best; you deserve the kind of life that would make you happy.

Rita

Answer 4

God always does things for a reason, of course we have free will, but we also have choices, and always, I think, God tries to get us through the best path...

Hang in there! Try thinking positive, although at the beginning you don't believe by heart the positive things, still change your negative thinking into positive, and as time passes, and maybe without you noticing, you'll be seeing life a different and better way...

Also, I'm happy that now your going to have help...

Good luck, and live life!!! Usually we only have one chance to live it, and lucky you! you had 2!!! Take advantage of it! :D

Answer 5

If you can get through today then things may be different tommorrow. I've been there, where you're at. Sometimes I'm still there, but at some point I realized that life will come to an end someday, anyway. So why not stick around and see how it turns out?

Answer 6

Hang in there - you've got another chance on life, USE it. Get this book: FEELING GOOD - The new mood therapy.

I think David Burns wrote it, but I'm not sure.

Answer 7

becuz humans are the most greediest animals....we keep dogs and cats....think of it someone is keeping u as property. we kill for money. look at all the reptiles,mamals and such and such. we r greedy and we want more!

Answer 8

I hope you are on anti-depressants. You are not seeing things clearly right now.

Answer 9

WELL IF I TRY TO ANSWER AND HELP YOU OUT. I WOULD BE HYPOCRITE, BECAUSE I CANT ANSWER THAT QUESTION FOR MYSELF. SO WHEN U FIND OUT CAN U SEND IT TO ME PLEASE. THANKS...