I lost my son after a one year struggle. Then, I sent my other two children to my sister's house for a while. So, I felt like I had lost all my kids. Then I went crazy and was put on medication which made me suicidal. Now that I'm off the meds and moving closer to family I feel a little better. I am more emotional now than I ever was, even when pregnant. Things are getting better day by day, but the first anniversery of my son's death is coming up in August and I don't know how I am going to handle that.
2006-06-13 22:39:12
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answered by The Apple Chick 7
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For about a year many bad things happened to me,like one thing right after another. The worst thing that happened was someone in my family committed suicide. All of this has been extremely difficult to deal with. I was depressed and devastated for such a long time, when you're depressed that long, you change. I know i have to go on and live my life no matter what happens and I'm trying, but It's very difficult at times. I believe God is the reason I am able to go on and live my life. i know that someday I will be in a better place where there is no more sadness and grief,but i just have to wait until God chooses for me to be there.
2006-06-14 05:59:06
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answered by Deerrunner 6
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Everything, things never go good for me, since i was a child my father was very abusive, he was an alocholic and would beat us, then as a became a teenager til now of almost the age of 21 i have never had a boyfriend, why i dunno why i am not even ugly i don't have flaws and i am actually a very good person, things never goo good for me and what i mean is that even the most dearest people in my life whom i trust betray me, my best friend for instance betrayed me in the worst possible way, my closest thing to a relationship was with this guy that i was madly in love with, he gave me my first kiss at the age of 18 andi was in love with him for about almost 3 years, i go to vacation for a month and a half i come back to find out that my best friend is dating him, see what i mean every thing goes wrong when i don't ever do harm to anybody...i am a good girl and aghhh yeah nothing goes wrong
2006-06-14 08:21:14
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answered by D3eNveRr 2
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The worst thing that has ever has happened to me is having low self-esteem.
When I was in the first grade. My First grade teacher, beat the mortal pi** out of me. She would poke me in my chest with her finger nail, grab me by my ears, kick me when we would have nap time. She even failed me. So I was abused for about 2 school terms.
On top of that, I had highschool students that rode my bus pick on me and belittle me. When I was in Middle School I had only 1 true friend, and was picked on even more.
Until it was about the 10th grade is when the picking stop. So since then my self-esteem has been low. I tend not to make friends as much as I did. I'm really reclusive and hardly express myself and if i do it's a very short conversation.
They way i deal with it, is i don't tell nobody, how I feel, or anything. I usually keep my mouth shut. I don't even talk to my parents as much or anybody. I consider myself ugly and boring. Nobody believes me until i prove it.
2006-06-14 05:44:32
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answered by Skud 1
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I unfortunately became a widow at the age of 19... In some miraculous way, it gave me strength to keep on keeping on- learning to cherish and adore every damn thing life throws at me, no matter what the cost, I am now able to deal with it. It was a blessed curse!
2006-06-14 05:37:35
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answered by Anonymous
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d very worst thing that ever happened 2 me was when i lost my mom..
i had so many plans 4 her. i wanted 2 bring her here so she'll experience life abroad. she was already preparing docs needed 2 apply 4 her passport but then d least expected happened.
it was really devastating.. but w/God's help & support fr one another in our family, we were able 2 get thru it & now everything's better than b4..
we dont consider her gone coz she's always in our hearts & in our minds.. i know she's watching over us every second of everyday
2006-06-14 06:20:10
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answered by 2D1iLuV 7
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we had heavy rains on 26th july 2005 here in mumbai and i was stuck with my car at dadar a place almost 25 kms from my home. i walked down the entire stretch just because my wife was alone at home. i walked for almost 12 hours in more than knee deep waters. that day i realised and also she realised what we mean to each other. i saw death very closely on that day. i have started loving my life and my wife more from that day onwards.
2006-06-14 05:36:23
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answered by samuel_jones88 1
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being born, I know that sounds goofy, but my parents were not well equipped to be parents, I grew up in a home of mostly arguing and hurt, my life sucks and the only thing that is good to know is that I will never have children so my blood line stops with me, basically I am stopping the insanity.
2006-06-14 05:35:32
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answered by Anonymous
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1]MY MOM DIED. IVE HAD HEALTH PROBLEMS EVER SINCE AND DEPRESSION ANYWAY.2] I WAS SEXUALLY ASSAULTED IN A MEDICAL FACILITY WHEN I WAS 19 AND I WAS BLAMED FOR IT.3] I WAS LIED TO, HELD AGAINST MY WILL, EMBEZZLED FROM AND THREATENED, AND WITNESSED CHILD ABUSE AND WHEN I REPORTED IT, NO ONE GAVE A **** ABOUT IT. NOT EVEN THE POLICE OR DHS. EVEN WITH EVIDENCE. SO NOW, I KEEP A DISTANCE FROM EVERYONE. I DON'R GET TOO CLOSE TO PEOPLE AND IM ANTISOCIAL.
2006-06-14 05:35:53
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answered by Anonymous
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My husband left me after 20 years of marriage.
2006-06-14 05:37:25
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answered by Lotte T 3
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