HOmeless with no sense?

Question

I have to open up and say this: I found my sister lifeless in her bed September 17, 2001 (the morning after her birthday) -Ironic isn't it.

I had to have an abortion on April 29, 2006-
I was homeless with no money,education and past psychological problems. I thought the father loved me but he just wanted to prostitute me.

Everytime I enroll myself in college, I either dont have money or something emotional comes up in my life and I have to postpone.

I have never been a ppl person

I was criticised for being different

I was always misunderstood( teased alot in highschool)

I was never asked out

Never had a boyfriend

My dad hates me for NO REASON

I want to have fun and be happy

I want to love myself and accept who I am

Never had any friends

I live near the library but I dont panhandle ppl's hard earned money
Now I am 21 yr old, alcoholic who lives on the streets-i can't get a job(there is always some lame requirement that I dont meet.)

Thats what I mean when I say misunderstood. A person can be inteligent yet in a bad situtation. I dont have to prove anything to you dumb asses so go on and pressume(you dont know me).

how do you know those hobbies wasn;t something I USED TO HAVE? TELL ME WHY DO YOU HAVE TO PRESSUME. humanity has come along way only to have find themselves dumber than before. Mankind is not as intelligent as we may like to think- Creative YES...but not intelligent.

YOU SEE I AM VERY VERY MISUNDERSTOOD....!!!!!!!

Answer 1

okay... and the question here is... what?

Answer 2

Maybe you should start with getting some help for your alcoholism. I think this could be a step in the right direction. If you join a group, such as AA, you'll also meet other people with problems, maybe not as severe as yours, but still some may be able to help you , and anyway having a network always helps. You could practice your people skills in a safe invironment where people don't judge you.

Answer 3

Everyone wants to be happy. I dont know your se*- whether youre a boy or a girl. Yeah they do want you to have an address for school and working. I would strongly suggest you talk to a minister in a nearby church. Mine has a special program where laypeople can even help too. Im sorry you have had to go through this. Horoscope books can help you learn about yourself too. Everyone is different. We all have different personalities.

Answer 4

I would try surfing, playing poker, and maybe some volleyball. That will take care of the fun ad happy part of your desires. You have to be happy yourself or you will have a hard time achieving the rest of the things on your list.

People don't want unhappy friends, guys don't want an unhappy girlfriend, employers don't want unhappy employees.

Don't blame everyone else for your problems, you can only change yourself. You can't change them.

Answer 5

you should stop drinking. Maybe you're not getting hired because all your employers know you're an alcoholic. Plus then you would have more money if you didn't blow it all on alcohol. Then, you could connect with some family members and they will help you through your tough times.

Answer 6

I am thinking as I am reading this that you must have internet access form somewhere. Who pays for that?
You obviously have access to a computer too, in order to post this statement.

If what you say is the entire truth I feel bad for you.. but this wont help you. YOU need to help yourself.

Answer 7

got a good sense of where you want to go in life? you have the making of a pretty decent story teller. I almost felt so bad for you til i checked your background .

Answer 8

theres a reason for everybody to be alive on earth....no matter if ur rich or poor, happy or sad...u never know somethin might come up that will change ur life for better. people were in deeper s*** in lifes, n it turned around on them in a good way.

Answer 9

Take action insead if reading this. That would be really helpfull.