I need help!? What should I do, I can't stop thinking about him :[?

Question

Ah! here's the deal...
I am good friends with this guy that I've known since three yrs. old.
When we were seven he moved on the otherside of america. We have been writing letters ever since (but now we email) and we do it so often that I kno him pretty well by now, even thou we're thousands of miles away :(. Sometimes we exchange pics and stuff. But he's also a writer and sends me his stories, which I read, even thou they're so freakin long. Recently he wrote a story about the failed attempts he's had in keeping a girlfriend. When I was reading I couldn't help but feeling really jealous. He's wonderful, but clearly I'm out of my brains, and he will end up settling and falling in love with a girl in his own state.I have trouble facing this, we have so much in common and are always there for eachother, and have been for the past 14 years.It freaks me out that I'm this attached, I can't stand to face the truth.And I'm afraid once he finds a very serious relationship, we might lose touch

His book is def not about me, he is almost a Senior in high school (I'm almost graduating one more week) but we're the same age. His story was very detailed, almost evolving around this one girl who I kno broke his heart and he still likes. She moved away to a diff state a couple of months ago but is coming back to visit or stay. He keeps me up to date on those things, I 'm sure he still REALLY likes her, and while he tells me this, I get jealous :(. I think I just want to get over him but I've been trying for over a year but he's always in my freakin head! It's rediculous! That's how I know I'm in love, but I could never even tell him I have a crush on him, I think it might scare him. After all, we haven't seen eachother in person since we were 7... so we're like really close pen pals. : / I think I need freakin therapy :[

Answer 1

You just should grow older...

Answer 2

Girl,,dont worry so much about it ok? they're plenty of othr guys out dere for u. deres no point keeping any feelings for him, wen he doesnt noe how u feel towards him. if he were a true fren, he wud nvr forget u. gluck girl.. i advice u to try to lose ur feelings towards him. its normal to fall in love with a best fren. smtimes it works out n smtimes not. keep ur mind on smthg else..

Answer 3

tell him how you feel, cuz maybe he secretly likes you too, and just afraid to tell you. sooner or later, he might come and visit you and you'll be that girl in his stories.