OK, took some of the kind and sympathetic advice about still being in love with first love though both of us are married w/ kids(see previous question in horoscope section, this has been big theme with me). Saw him, talked, got closure as suggested. He says lets keep in touch, please email/call me. 2 weeks later I find out I need to get a mamogram because doctor found a lump in my breast. I email him about it asking for support 1 week ago since I'm terrified -- no response! Maybe he is on vacation, don't know, but I could not be more hurt or angry. Also surprised as he is the nicest man, walks me to my car, calls me with directions, etc. What to make of it? Sending me a message to get out of his life & did not have courage to tell me to my face, or what? We go back a long time, I would like to be some sort of friends someday but this hurts.
Please, no comments about me married/him married, I get it, I'm a bad person. I just want to repair this somehow with him & move on.
2006-11-08
15:54:04
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