was just recently diagnosed as BDP. i had been in a relationship with a girl who gave me all the love and support in the world. however, it was a long distance relationship and i think the separation from her is what triggered my symptoms to increase. she tried to reason to me but i started to rage over the internet and it eventually caused her to break up with me. now we aren't even speaking. i apologized for hurting her and told her i was sick. i called her too many times that she probably thinks i'm a stalker. she said that nothing will get better right now, but i think she'd be happier to never talk to me again. she'll always remember me as her psycho ex, despite all the happy times we spent together.
has anyone been in this situation before? how do i get over the "what if"s- what if i wasn't sick, what if i had been calmer that night. because the answer to that is we'd probably be happy together. how do you forget and move on, when all you are left is an empty self and a disorder that took away the best thing to ever happen to you?
2007-12-30
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