Well today is my birthday and everyone keeps wishing me a happy birthday despite the fact that today is NOT A HAPPY DAY. Every time my birthday rolls around all I can think about is the fact that some man out there raped my mother. Thats right, I am a rape baby and I dont see how thats anything to celebrate. Niether my mother, nor myself wanted me to be on this earth but here I am. IT PISSES ME OFF WHEN PEOPLE WISH ME A F*CKING HAPPY BIRTHDAY! and they all know that today takes me to a bad place inside my head. I live a good life, a decent life. ALL I WANT IS FOR THEM TO STOP! its my birthday and yet I cant get what I want! To be left! I've told everyone not to and asked them to stop giving me cards and acting like today is a celebration. Because its not. To me its a lament of pain and misery drowned in the memories of a struggling childhood. I want them to just stop. I want today to be like any other day. To me its a marker. Its marked on my calendar as the day I turn insert age here
2007-12-30 03:20:43 · 4 answers · asked by Icy Hot 1 in Family & Relationships ➔ Friends
i dont want to sound mean, but why do ur people know its ur birthday and, its not bad they r wishing u a happybirthday, yes i know wat u feel but u need to understand they r saying it out of good will, and ur unhappy life is something they did not cause, they just do wat they think is right...anyways if u realy hate it that much u can just spit at everyone who says it to u and tell him to never say it again...that should do it -_-
2007-12-30 03:38:19 · answer #1 · answered by Vengeful 2 · 2⤊ 0⤋
Aside from not telling people your birthday & telling those who know to keep that information private because you don't want to celibrate it, I am not sure what to tell you.
I suspect your friends are bothered by your "I wish I were never born" mentality as I am & the mistakenly think that forcing a birthday celebration on you will help you out of your attitude. Explain that forcing a birthday celebration on you only makes it worse, not better.
As far as the "I wish I was never born" mentality. It is good that you are here, walking the face of this earth, inspite of the fact that the history behind how you got here is tragic.
You are NOT a "rape baby." That is the story of your conception. It is not the story of YOU!
2007-12-30 03:47:35 · answer #2 · answered by Smart Kat 7 · 1⤊ 0⤋
fb is the nastiest internet site around. deactivate ur account . have a circulate at residing interior the real international speaking to human beings head to head. dont enable that undesirable bloody internet site dictate your existence . chuffed Birthday . from one loner to a distinctive. make this twelve months one that makes you chuffed get available meet new human beings make new acquaintances and revel in existence.
2016-10-20 09:57:15 · answer #3 · answered by ? 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
be happy you're alive!!!
2007-12-30 03:28:14 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋