What should I do?I need some help!?

Question

I am 15 really.I am suicidal right now!The last time this happened I overdosed and was put in a pyschiatric hospital for kids and teens.I was dating an 30 something year old man that used me for sex.I have to go to court January 3rd for truancy.I dont wanna go back to a pyschiatric hospital because it was terrible they dont treat people right.I've been to talk to a pyschiatrist but they are terrible and make me feel worse even my mom agrees they are terrible.They sit and look at me like im stupid!What should I do?I am so lost.

I was on depression medicine but none of that stuff helped that much.

I SAID I WAS REALLY 15 YEARS OLD.THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

Answer 1

im 15 too. im also suicidal and very depressed. i know how you feel, i see a therapist and am on curently on prozac. i cut but most burn myself and i've been raped before. i dont know what to tell you about the court thing, but im sorry about the pysichiatrist, my therapist does the same damn thing. its retarded. i really hope things get better for you, thats really all i can say because i dont really know what to do myself. maybe things can turn around for the both of us.
im really sorry.

Answer 2

You need to do some self exploring. What is it in your life that depresses you so much? First ask yourself that. If you can come up with the answer to that question you may be able to find a way to feel better. Avoid things that make you feel sad or at least try to find a way to make them not sad. Sometimes you can turn things around for the better.

Try doing something for yourself. Is there something that you like to do that makes you happy? Maybe you like to draw, take hikes, sing, rollar blade, I don't know. Whatever it is find time to do it a least a few times a week. Start out by doing them on your own so you can have time to think and just be yourself. Then maybe have a friend join you once in awhile. I don't know if any of this will help but if sitting in a room with a person and sharing your thoughts isn't working too well then it couldn't hurt.

Just remember that life is hard. You can't change the world around you but you can change how you feel about being in it. Worry about making yourself happy and not what other people are thinking. Because when it comes down to it life is all about you and what you make of it. If you are unhappy with your life story make the changes so there are some long and happy chapters. You can get yourself out of this slump. You just have to believe that you can.

Answer 3

well stop having thoughts about killing yourself, You should really try and sit and maybe talk with your mom. and find another way to get you help if going to the psychiatrist is not working. Healing from dealing with depression has to start from within. Find out the things or make a list of the stuff that is making you feel so depressed. and thinking about committing suicide You have to let really look deep inside and try and figure out a way to get answers. Having thoughts about suicide is not helping you. these thoughts are making you feel more depressed. Have you tries like some programs that can help keep your mind of from depression? start a hobby ask your mom if you guys could maybe just take some days of and go somewhere. You can just hang out and relax. Or maybe pray about it if you want. it will take time but just try not to kill yourself you are very young and you have a bright future ahead of you. you could be a very big star or something. And don't let men use you for sex, you are better than that, you can achieve all your dreams just find someone or something that can help you get back on track. Remember healing comes from within, so look deep inside, what hurting you the most, and then talk to your mom or a best friend. good luck

Answer 4

If you are feeling suicidal try calling the Samaritans and talking to a crisis couselor. He or she may be able to get you some emergency care that doesn't require hospitalization at the same hospital where you were treated the last time. This is more likely to be the case if you have private insurance that will pay for your hospitalization.

Regardless, you need more effective medication than what you are now taking or you will merely keep repeating this cycle. That may mean you need a new psychiatrist if your current psychiatrist is not being responsive to your medical needs.

Lastly, you cannot get better unless you want to get better and are willing to make a good faith effort to do so. This isn't magic. You need to be committed to putting real and honest effort into your own recovery. If not, you are only kidding yourself. No psychiatrist in the world can treat you effectively unless you want to get better more than anything else in your life.

Good luck.

Answer 5

That's tough. Just remember that things will pass, and as long as you keep on working with the system that is in place, you will find some level of justice. The United States is a weird place in that we don't have to worry about life and death issues a lot, but when they do come up, we have to really look at the big picture. Suicide hurts so many people, and it solves no problems. Best of luck.

Answer 6

At this point in your life, getting your diploma might be the best thing you can do.
I know it might not seem that important to you. But it will give you a goal. And this is something that helps everyone.
If you are still in school, talk to one of your counselors. Hopefully they can be of some benefit.
What might help you is to find something important. Like what kind of future you would like for your self.
And you are right, changing things is very difficult. You might have to go it alone with noithing but faith that what you're doing will work.
But sometimes taking that chance will work. Not always though. If only life were that easy.
But if you try, you might find friends that will help you.

Answer 7

Keep a diary...Write down how you feel! Don't hurt yourself! If you think cutting urself or hurting urself will make you feel any better inside...UR WRONG!!! Instead of taking it out on urself or anyone else..write it down! Don't keep it bottled up either! If you don't like the therapist...ask for another or go to a family member that you can trust...or feel comfortable talking to! I hope i was helpful!! Rememer...life is worth living! If you ever feel like ur going to end it call the suicide hotline! Dump that 30yr old "boyfriend" if you haven't already! Just how you described him makes him sound bad!!

Answer 8

Think about who you are and positive things about yourself. Ask yourself questions like "How do I affect the world in a good way?" and don't answer negatively. What helps me stay positive is having a diary. Just write out all your pain and flush it out of your system. Find music that you relate to, and do team sports, or do art to express yourself. Things will start looking up, but it will take a lot of strength. I think you can handle it though - asking a question like that does take a lot of strength. Hang in there.

Answer 9

i think its up to you. Make yourself stop feeling this way. i wish i could help you , but all i have to say is a bunch of words that may not make you feel better. try looking on the bright side as much as possible, find something that you enjoy doing. if you do go back for help, help them help you. if they look at you like your stupid and are treating you terribly, tell them so. tell them that your not stupid and that everyone has there flaws,even them. yours happens to be this, but they might have trouble with other things. You need to be treated with the respect you desserve. Thats all i can think of , but i really beleive to stop this, its all up to you. Good luck =).

Answer 10

remember all though you may not feel so now. You are on earth for a purpose and nothing and i mean nothing can be so terrible as to make you take your own life. You are here for a reason. Take your situation and grow stronger. Don't ever give up. if you give up on life it will give up on you. You are strong and you are brave. Don't go to a phsychiatrist if you think that they don't work, but this is what i want you to do. go to see a motivational speaker. no i'm not crazy and neither are you. i want you to go to see a motivational speaker and request to see him. You can become an inspiration as well. Remember you are valuable and i want you to know that this tragedy happened and you can't go back so go forward.
i'll be rooting for you. Don't give up.