Is theres something wrong with me?

Question

I cant explain it.I feel as if there is something wrong. I feel sick when i think about my feelings towards the oppisite sex, somewhat embaressed,
I've lost intrest in life. I used to be genuinly happy but now its a basic show i'm putting on and noone is any the wizer.Which is good becuase i dont want anyone to think i'm sad or depressed becuase noone wants to spend time with someone like that,Do they.
I just keeping going over and over the reasons of why were alive and How soo piontless this all is.
=)
I mean I'm going to die for sure at the end and i just keep imagining myself as that thing in a coffin and it makes me feel sick to think that i wont be breathing or my hear will stop, Since i'm clostaphobic it all seems a bit upsetting to me.
I know i shouldn't and i try to stop myself by placing myself in a fantasy world, but then i quickly come back to earth and look at the reality of things, and if its not that i'm 15 and doing my gcses and my head seems like its going to explode

and i need to seem cool to my peers aswell
thats another thing I feel so comfortable at home ,with my older brother who are actually cool themseleves
very popular decent blokes if i may say so myself,but as soon as i get to school
I feel anxious as hell
and i just cant stop it
red in the face constantly becuase i always think someone somewhere is judging me
and i dont like that, I dont like to be hated
I dont hate anyone myself, and i know
you cant be liked by everyone
but it makes me sick to my stumoch
I went and saw the film I AM LEGEND
I just wanted to cry and sleep
the will smith charactor never gave up
and like many others i imagined myself in his situation, but then i think ... wow i really shouldn't worry about this , i mean its impossible that its going to happen to me.
I think i have the weight of the world on my shoulder and i dont know how to shrug it off, and i think i have no future becuase i really cant make my mind up on a career and what way to go in college
I need

I'm being very frank in this
sorry
I'm trying to put them into right sentences but
there a letter limit
Pfft
=P

Answer 1

you could be severly depressed by the sounds of it.
and i suffer from depression too, but what i find helpful is everyday i wake up and tell myself i'm beautiful & (because my lack of beauty and my imperfection are my main cause of depression). What you could do it wake up and tell yourself that your not going to die for awhile.
I too am afraid of dying, and it's not a joke, it's serious.

It helps to actually tell your friends what is going on, i'm sure they suspect it anyway. They can actually help you with your depression.

There are help seminars, and there is always therapists. but if your not comfortable talking to a therapist, trust a family friend like i do.

The longer you hold your feelings in the worse it gets, trust me.

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Blessed Be.

Answer 2

There is only something wrong with you if you believe there is. From another person's point of view there's probably nothing wrong with you at all. All depends on your perspective of yourself, which, by the sound of it, is warped anyway. In which case, if you have a low opinion of yourself then what kind of person are you portraying to others? The one you want or the one you don't? Just be yourself because sweetheart, you really can't be anything other than you?

Answer 3

go and seek counselling, go to connexions they deal with people your age , I felt like this when I was 14/15/16. If you dont do something soon then you will feel worse, all i can see is see a doc or a counsellor and get some advice.
Dont pay attention to the twats on here who take the piss, they are not worth listening to.,
hope this helps

Answer 4

Mate, many of us go through difficult periods and sometimes need help - is nothing wrong with that. Seeing a doctor or psychologist would be a first step - there are many meds nowadays that can alleviate these feelings. Good luck to you and remember, you can get help and feel better again.

Answer 5

in short, no... there is nothing wrong with you..... your point of view.... now that has some flaws. first off the feelings you have are just like those of every other 15 yearold in the world. whats next ??? i dont know what to do???? how am I gonna get through this thing called life??? every one of us felt that was at 15 or so. you are starting to see what looks like the end. well it is the end of being a kid.. at this point in your life things like what interrests me what do i like to do should be things you are exploring... what subjects do you like in school. focus on thing that you enjoy not just the things you happen to be good at. in regards to the opposite sex there is NO reason to be embarrassed.... your thoughts and feelings are not dirty disgusting or unnatural. if they were humans would not exist for much longer. as for rules about the opposite sex..... welll if you figure that out let me know...
about your body in a casket..... I live by this.....
the human body was not designed to end up in a casket in pristine condition... in fact i plan to go skidding into mine worn slap out and beat to hell with handfull of throttle in my right hand grabbin *** with the left screamin "WHAT A RIDE!!! LETS DO IT AGAIN!!!"

Answer 6

I think you are depressed but you need to talk to your Physician to get an accurate diagnosis. Counselling is better than drug therapy since you need to take anti-depressants for at least three weeks before you begin to feel any benefit. I think the other anxieties including wanting to be liked are normal teenage angst everyone your age feels.

Answer 7

OMG
i think im the same im always like scared that a astroid will hit the earth and i always think of death and im always scared im gonna die in pain
and when i get into school i think everybody is looking at me and are like what the hell does she look like today
dont worry tell yourself
who cares what people think
and im in this world and im eventually gona go out

Answer 8

Ok, you are going to die. That's true. But you have to live before you can die. And as long as you're stuck with living, you might as well enjoy it, right? Sure it's hard... studying, working, stress and all... but there's also friendship and love and really funny jokes around. It's up to you if you want to see the glass half full or half empty. But trust me, it's much more fun when you see it half full.

Answer 9

Not trying to influence any religion here, but God did put everyone on earth for a reason. you just need to get out there and find your reason. if you're not willing to get out there and look, then its your own fault your feeling this way.
what you need to do is find something that makes you happy
and do that often. you Do have a purpose here. dont thinkn about dieing, just about living. spice up you life- make it worth living.

Answer 10

hiiya im 15 aswell and i keep gettin this awful feelin that im guna fail my gcses cz im bad at science and maths. i dont take anyfin in wn im revisin and i cry alot aswell. ur depressed but i bet every1 goes through this at our age. although i'm not depressed ive been acting weird lately. sumtimes i jst feel everythings pointless and my mind is goes blank. so just try not to worry about it all cuz u cud get ill.