Hi all. I am 23, I used to smoke pod for 4 years, did ecstasy for 1 and a couple of times cocaine. I quit everything 6 months ago. I am exchange student, used to go to school but not right now. I fell like i dont understand life. As a kid I was always doing everything my way these days kinda too. Its like I am living in my own world, thinking about me and me only. For the past year i have started to realize that life is more complicated than i tought and the world is different. Its like the biggest dissapointment in my life. I am goodlooking but have 0 confidence due to the fact that i realize that i live in my world that is different. When I go to work, when i see a guy its like i start checking them out to see how they act what they do to see if I can somehow understand how to live my life, Its like i might have schizophrenia. I have this voice that dont know if its my inner voice or not (i always tought its my inner but dont know anymore) that always analyzes people and.........
2007-12-25
15:12:14
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The Blade23
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situations and its making me mad all the time. Its like if somebody says sth and i sence its in a negative way about me i will start in my own ind a conversation like " why would he/she said that, **** that, may be its this... mybe that.. and it will go on and makes me wann run out and scream. Now it has become just about to the point where i hate everybody i see things that make me mad in everybody and i think i am going crazy. No friends..... I see a psychiatrist 3 times already and he is convinced that is not schizophrenia and that is anxiety but the med for anxiety doesnt help my toughts and cpversations in hy head, they just calm me down and even make me look more insane. Anyone been thrwe this and is there help. Can antipsychotics help and..... Please no comments on the drugs i used to do its past..... Thank you.
2007-12-25
15:20:57 ·
update #1
I wann add the sth according to the first responce. I am paranoid, think people talk about me all the time, seeing that i am crazy insane ect
2007-12-25
15:25:34 ·
update #2