My wife died in June 2006 - at the time she died, I thought I had many friends and I was pretty shocked to find that only a few people stayed in touch with me. i.e. they called me to support me and they didn't wait for me to call them. They stepped up and they were there. Everyone else I guess I could have called them had I wanted to, but I really didn't stay in touch with anyone that didn't make an effort to support me. So I started defining friendship as one where the person checks on you without your having to initiate it all the time -i.e. it's two way - if some time goes by they'll call you or you'll call them. But with aquaintences you are the only one who picks up the phone. or you have to initiate it. I'm ok initiating but like when your wife dies you aren't in any condition to call everyone. It was a year before I was able to go and call people really. Then I met people after she died. I think of all these new people as acquaintences but they think of me as a friend
2007-12-22
18:15:02
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so I think it's pretty strange in a relationship where they think I'm their friend (and i am) but I don't think they are mine yet. The thing is there were signs the people I thought were my friends weren't really my friends, in that I was the one picking up the phone all the time. So is it unrealistic to view things this way? It's like where you have a job and you talk to your co-workers daily and you think you are "friends" with them, and then you or them gets laid off and then contact is broken. That was never a friendship in my mind. I think it takes more depth for it to really be a friendship. Am I right about all this - am I reading this wrongly?
I guess I don't want to get hurt like I did before I don't know.
2007-12-22
18:19:03 ·
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