I don't care if I'm deranged. I don't care if I have a disorder. And I don't care at all if I'm normal.
I'm just me.
I don't imagine myself falling in love. When I kiss a guy, it's just a kiss. Besides any English native country, from the French to Hispanics, everyone hugs and kisses JUST TO SAY HELLO.
But I'm not unfeeling.
There's just no one to trust. Because haven't you heard the phrase? 'If you want something right, you better do it yourself.'
Why do you need someone? You can have friends, family. Pets, items.
But, secrets can be kept. Small ones that grow.
People may know my favorite color, my favorite drink.
But the meaningful stuff. My favorite songs, my intimate hopes.
It's a small bubble I keep inside. Unhealthy? So?
I believe in cause and effect, in a warped sense of fate.
You can control your decisions, but you can't control your origins or the circumstances befalling you.
Experience shapes you.
Loyalty, patriotism, means everything.
2007-12-22 17:34:28 · 5 answers · asked by Anonymous in Social Science ➔ Psychology
I'm not looking for reasurances about my sanity. What's the fun of being average? But I don't want to be called wack either (unless that's your true thought).
I don't want sympathies or empathies, advice, or self-tales.
I just want my question answered.
Since I was ten, I've never felt lonely anymore, even when I'm alone in the house for days. Or when I'm at school.
I don't have depression. I laugh so much.
When someone leaves you...when they say goodbye.
Nothing happens. Just somone you loved, or someone you knew, is just going away.
And they never come back.
2007-12-22 17:38:36 · update #1
There is nothing wrong with you...you're not cold. You just don't show your emotions, and sometimes we have good reason not to. It's not good to be vulnerable all the time, or...ever.
2007-12-22 17:41:58 · answer #1 · answered by Hawai'i 4 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I usually just say "Hi" to say hello and I treat others the way I would want to be treated. I like to keep things simple. Theres nothing wrong with being cold...everyone has their own bag of tricks.
2007-12-22 17:43:18 · answer #2 · answered by Toddacanda 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
of course you're not unfeeling everyone has feelings.sounds like you grew up without affection like me, but if you do get into a meaningful relationship touching helps heal many pains, and can be very healthy as well.
2007-12-22 17:58:52 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
yea, i think everyone does this, but likes to entertain the fact that theyre not alone in their own minds.
2007-12-22 18:08:28 · answer #4 · answered by bryant s 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Who said there was?
2007-12-22 18:14:49 · answer #5 · answered by mikk 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋