I kissed my friend, and now we have a strain on our relationship?

Question

I'm 16 and I kissed one of my friends as just experimentation, when she slept over at my house.

My mother and I got into a fight about her, and she doesn't know that we kissed, but my mother doesn't like my friend at all. Now, my mother means the world to me, she is second only to the Almighty Himself, and when we fought it made me feel awful.

For the past weeks, I've felt a change in my heart towards my friend, and upon examining her behavior, I found that there are several qualities I don't like about her. I feel extremely awkward around her, I just feel so weird around her. n

She asked me what's up, and I made up a bogus excuse that I'm trying to discoer who I am. Today, when I finally hung out with our group at lunch, she was very quiet and when my other friend asked what's worng with her, she said that she's been like this for awhile.

I'm desperate for help, please help me.
I don't want hurt her feelings, but I don't really feel "right" near her.
What should I do

Answer 1

Talk to her, no bull, its natural, since your not doing the natural thing and talking it thru, you feel confused, lost and uncertain. GO CONFRONT HER ON YOUR FEELINGS, you have no choice, relationships are serious hunnie, we don't know that from when were with them, but when were alway we can FEEL that importance, now deal with it right!!! TALK TO HER ABOUT IT!!!!!! Anything less, is well just sitting on your thumbs, so to speck.....