i was sexually abused as a child, i have never told any one about it, i am in my 30s and have always managed to put it out of my mind, but latley its all i can think about, i dont know why the past has come back to haunt me but it is starting to get me down and affecting my daily life.
i was abused by my mothers then boyfriend,from the age of 8 to ten, he used to come int my at night or when my mother was out
i have managed to block out what happened, but like i said latley the memories have come back, so clearly, ive started having panic attacks, but have been unable to tell anyone the reason why, i cant even bring myself to say it out loud, ive never used this as an excuse in fact i have been determined not to let this hold me back, so why would it start getting to me now? and why am i finding it so hard to block out, i dont understand
please, i dont know how to handle this at the moment, its really getting to me
2007-12-06
02:00:06
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demi
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thank you for the comments so far, im not sure if i will be able to go to see anybody about this, like i said i have never told anyone or said i was abused out loud , i cant bring myself to do it.
i feel angry with myself for allowing the memory to come back and affect me in the way that it has but thanks for your advice
2007-12-06
05:09:13 ·
update #1