Do you ever get tired of yourself?

Question

I just screwed up with a girl I was supposed to go on a first date with before even going on the date. I know it takes freaking talent to do something like that right? You see I'm able to keep the "man I really like you and I don't want to do anything to screw anything up between me and you so I'm going to over analyze everything" in check for a while, but it ends up by coming out at some point. Nothing is sexier than an anxious man who acts on his screwed up thoughts....

I'm so tired of this overthinking and I'm not looking for any pity, I just want to know...

Do you ever get tired of yourself?

Cause lord knows I am at this point.

Answer 1

Once I laid on the floor and my once super clean apartment was a wreck. Take out food was all over the floor along with dirty laundry. I had given up the will to live. I looked up and saw a lightweight bookshelf. The books on it were all organized, neat, and tidy. One last reminder of me when I had hope. I reached up and pulled the bookshelf over on top of myself. I laid there for hours, seemed like days.

After I laid there for a long time I finally decided there had to be a God. I decided to believe in God again. Once again my life had purpose and meaning. I was flunking out of college. Deep down I knew God wanted me to persue a different degree... The degree God wanted me to persue was ten times harder than the one I was failing. After I switched I made mostly A's and B's.

Whatever happens cheer up God has a plan for your life.

Answer 2

hell yeah I am. pretty much like yours, sometimes I gets tired of myself for all the mistakes that I make. I mean, its not like I made them for the first time, its the same old mistake I keep on repeating.

Answer 3

Yes, Your not not only one

Answer 4

you're not alone. seriously.