My delusion is finding true happiness..I am an emotional person been married for 30 some odd years. I guess the reality of life has set in.. knowing I havent been the perfect wife..just all pretend..but i keep a mask on to protect my inner self. I havent been perfect at anything. I keep it all bottled up inside ..Right now Rena its hard for me to write this as I have never told a soul how I feel..Its hard but I know I am doing the right thing to tell you. Delusion is hard to face.We are all delusional .. we like to think things will be a bed of roses on the inside.. But really in fact we are faced with a bed of thorns. I am in that bed of thorns now.And dont know how to get my self up and pick the splinters out. Yep we all suffer but its up to us to pick those god awlful splinters out and get on with life. Thanks I needed this.
2007-12-05 08:57:10
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answered by Anonymous
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To answer you question. My core delusion is that I have a hard time believing in my true inner self. I look at myself as a certain person a being with many facets and made of many things. I have trouble in trusting others because I was hurt so many times before. I have suffered since I believed that it was the fault of others. Even now as I begin to believe in myself, I cannot hold on to that image.
A lot to think about
Thanks for your question
2007-12-05 15:40:31
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answered by Just me 2 4
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Mines would be my impersonal nature, which I don't have. I tend to think that I am a impersonal person . The fact is that I am afraid of rejection by people at times. But I am working on this.
2007-12-05 15:57:32
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answered by Automaton 5
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Disillusioned!
2007-12-05 16:30:03
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answered by Premaholic 7
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I can't trust people at all, it took four month for my girlfriend to earn it.
2007-12-05 16:17:50
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answered by King of the blind 3
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