well, i'll tell you what stopped me the first three times. i couldn't go through with it because i pictured in my head my parents finding me. this won't make any sense. but, all i could think of is how it would prove to my parents that i was nothing. that i was stupid. that i was second class. i guess, i still had some desire to prove them wrong. i wanted to be the daughter they wanted me to be. as of right now, i have made a few good friends. i don't like to worry you guys. honestly, i don't plan trying to go over the edge again. something huge would have to happen for me to even try it again. i can handle my bad days. been there and done that. yahoo answers and my lovely contacts always put a smile on my face.
2007-12-03 15:05:01
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answered by ♥ Plain Nikki 6
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Like my dear friend, retrofender, I have at times thought about it. But I have never attempted going over the edge. In those few moments of profound darkness and pain I say to myself, "Wait a minute, or even 10. If you still fee that way, OK, do it." A lot of thoughts (of friends, family, my dog, flowers, music, books, stars, everything and body I love) can go through one's mind in seconds, minutes. By then my mood has lifted enough to take that option completely away.
Sometimes Hon, it's minute by minute, hour by hour; before it can be day by day.
2007-12-04 13:31:17
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answered by jjoy4444 6
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That I am my own person -- and I know that I can SURVIVE, and yes, THRIVE! So I do what I can, confront the obstacles, solve the problem, and even though I may take steps backward (or fall down some), I will OVERCOME everything put out there that TRIES to block my way.
2007-12-03 22:18:30
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answered by sglmom 7
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Just looking at the world helps me right. Why would I want to leave this place early? Even If all I get to do is work hard then die...I'm willing to do that and enjoy the few benefits of life.
2007-12-04 06:46:46
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answered by Anonymous
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knowing that if i fall off, nobody will catch me. so i better not fall
2007-12-03 22:43:52
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answered by Anonymous
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My own mind. That is why I will never be an alcoholic, my mind just won't allow it.
2007-12-04 08:22:15
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answered by Anonymous
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Midol, chocolate, and beef jerky
2007-12-03 22:18:39
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answered by tin woman 5
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the life that i have, its worth hanging for. though it sucks but its better than losing hope
2007-12-04 23:30:56
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answered by Anonymous
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Knowing that my son needs me.*
2007-12-03 22:48:54
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answered by Check this out! 7
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The little wedge under my backside. =)
2007-12-03 22:24:11
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answered by spiritcavegrl 7
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