Well, since I'm not out of the closet, I can't say that anymore...but there is one thing I keep from everybody, and it's individual for each person: what I REALLY think of them.
I believe it's possible to love somebody and hate them at the same time, because that's almost exactly how I feel right now about all my "friends." I've recently been going through very hard times, and I'm always there for everybody, so I expected them to offer me the same support...and just when I need them the most, my friends stab me in the back.
I still love them, somehow. I don't know how, but I do. I believe in unconditional love, and that it should be given freely. I don't hold back my love, and I still show that love for all my backstabbing friends...but I'm still angry at them.
Each person that's "close" to me has done something individually to hurt me whether they know it or not, intentionally or not. Those things show what kinds of people they TRULY are, and behind the mask, the face isn't pretty. I'm in an interesting situation with all my friends right now, and I'd love to look at them in the face and say, "You know what? You're a ____!" just to vent my anger...but I love them too much to hurt them, so instead, I internalize it and hurt myself.
Ahhh...isn't life beautiful?
2007-12-01 15:58:33
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answered by White Knight 4
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There isn't anything that qualifies as long as one person knows. Seems if one person knows something at least one other does to. May not be more than 1-2 peeps but its out there. With me its what I don't want my parents to know that achievable and that one thing is that I am no longer a virgin.
2007-12-01 11:21:05
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answered by MaterialMu$e 3
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If I told you then it wouldn't be keeping people from knowing anymore... Then what would be the point!? I share SO much with others so it's only fair that I keep some things to myself! =)
2007-12-01 00:26:15
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answered by DB 5
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Theres more then 1 thing I keep anyone from knowing and I'm not telling you
2007-12-01 00:22:41
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answer #4
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answered by Blank 4
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My secret is one that only the good people of P&S know.....
Every single person in my family drinks/loves Coca-Cola....
I've kept this secret for 30 years.....
A weight has been lifted from my shoulders....Thank you so much!
2007-12-01 00:26:40
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answer #5
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answered by ♥ WitchyWoman ♥ 5
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what's going on in my head... I would have to kill someone if they found out, lol. I just have a few "problems" that I don't want people to know. On the internet I don't care though, just people in real life... you know.
2007-12-01 09:29:37
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answered by ☼ kayla ☼ 5
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I have secrets.
I admit that.
And there's no one I can tell.
I don't think I'll ever be able to tell.
I'm trying to tell some people.
And I'm failing.
2007-12-01 00:34:32
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answered by Anonymous
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Haha that I like to sing, badly, in the morning on the way to work.
2007-12-01 01:36:28
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answered by Gecko Missed all his friends 5
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My personality disorder. That's only in real life. I don't care who knows I'm crazy online. ; )
2007-12-01 02:25:19
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answered by Legs 6
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That I'm a secret agent.... oh crap, now I'm going to have to kill you. Unless you promise to keep it a secret.
2007-12-01 00:22:19
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answered by skrdude8389 5
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