unwanted sexual thoughts about god and jesus?

Question

also them being naked
i think i have ocd and i always look for a creative way to let myself down, especially when im happy
i try to find the extreme, which will never allow me to get up again
i think this is the maximum i can go and should i be guilty?
what should i do?
it might be that im only saying this and haven't thought about it that much because i feel relieved to tell this on yahoo since you guys give me answer instead of keeping it to myself and not knowing what to do
i might also be doing this to embarrass myself partly
i want to know if anything that i do is neutralized because it's not myself that's doing this, it's my mental illness?
24 minutes ago - 3 days left to answer.
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22 minutes ago

i might just be saying this on here by knowing that this subject came to my mind

Answer 1

I think your reaction to the thought may provide more answers than the thought itself.

For the most part we can not prevent thoughts from coming into our mind. I think that if you continue to have these obtrusive thoughts and guilt reaction to them you should seek some counseling.

Answer 2

It is also a consequence of your OCD, realize that OCD is a fundemental consequence of a need to control ones environment, to control circumstance. You doing this to religous symbols shows you, in effect, belittling the power they have. Nothing wrong with that, we can sit here and argue all day weather what your doing is considered going to hell material and it be a mute point, your mind is your play ground. All that aside you DO need to come to a conclusion about your moraility and your inability to control that AND (and this is the extremely hard part) be at peace with that. But don't let that other guy confuse you, OCD doesn't belong to your thoughs, it belongs to your feelings, so it goes into deeper waters then even most psychologist can't go, the human heart, at least in my perception, lifes been a bit cruel to you, and this is your reaction....... trust no one but yourself gave you defenses against this, and we see these natural needs to put walls against the uncontrollable as OCD, human symbolism is flaw'd hunnie and your disorder dances in the grey areas between the flaw'd symbolism and the reality of what you feel (thoughts put words to feelings in an attempt of the mind to better control them and understand them)..... good luck, with yourself and your endavors.... I've got an e-mail address so if any of this "Feels" right and you'd like to talk e-mail me, if not, heck I'm not perfect ;-)