Hello from the UK, I have many problems?

Question

My heart is broken and it needs repairing and I am still awake and it is 4am and I am up in four hours time and I want to cry but I can't and I am sad and I don't like it and I don't like it when I don't like something so I am very sad because I am sad and because I don't like it because I get sad when I don't like something and I don't like don't liking something and this makes me sad which I don't like and I don't like not liking something which is sadness and being sad make me not like it and then I don't like it and then I get sad again which I don't like because I don't like it because I don't.

Thanks for reading xx

Answer 1

I don't like seeing you sad either, hun!! Try to sleep and we can talk tomorrow, OK??

Answer 2

Ya know, Steve, I wish we could just always have fun, and never, never, ever have to be sad. And just always smile and laugh, and sing, and play. And just always be having so, so, so, so, so much fun. And, never cry, never be sad, never have to frown, never have anybody mad at us. Just always having fun; always laughing, and laughing loud, and getting other people to laugh, too. And have so much fun and never, never, never be sad for any reason. And if anyone would ever try to make us sad (or mad), we wouldn't be. Because we would just be too glad. And then we would make everyone else glad because our "Gladdys" would be so big, everyone else would have to be glad, too. And, Steve, I never, ever wanna cry, and I know you don't either. And I hope that we will never, never have to cry. And if we just laugh a real lot, and laugh loud 'n' hard and long, we will never, ever have to cry. And if anyone tries to make us cry, we will make them laugh instead; we will make them glad and we will keep them from feeling bad, and we will never be sad, 'cause it's so fun to be happy, and I always wanna be happy with you Steve, and I never want it to be a cloudy day. I always want the sun to shine. And even if one day the sun doesn't shine, we'll pretend the sun is shining. And we'll be so happy, and we'll just laugh and laugh anyway. And pretty soon, all the dark clouds will go away. Because we can't have those dark clouds, no! We will always be happy, and having fun instead. And if it should ever start to rain little drops of rain, we will pretend it isn't raining. We will go inside and pretend there's no rain, and sure enough, our gladness will make all the rain go away.

("They told me I was gonna get a balloon.")

And, Steve, you and I are so happy; and, and, Steve, we will just take our happiness with us everywhere. We could go into bad neighborhoods where very sad and very bad people live. But we'd make them happy, and they wouldn't be sad or bad anymore. And we would walk the streets of the worst places in the world, and make everyone so happy. Why, why, we could go to New York, and make all the people in New York so happy. Why, we could even go to Tokyo. Why, Steve, we could go to all the big cities, all over the world, making people happy wherever we go. And make 'em laugh and make 'em sing.

Do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do-. Make them sing. So many little, come on everybody sing along with me now; just everybody go, do-do do dodo do do, do-do-do; whatever you feel like singing; just go do-do-do-do-do-do-do-do do do do do...

Answer 3

wow. it really sounds like you need some sleep to organize your thoughts! find a good friend that you can talk to and just cry in front of. sometimes that's all it takes: just cry it out. i know you don't like crying and neither do i, but I've done it and felt much better the next day (also crying makes you (or at least it does me) really tired so you can sleep afterward)

Answer 4

It's 8:08PM in S. California and I really feel for you. I am depressed too ( because of other reasons ) but that does not make your feelings any less important. Have a cuppa, dear, and try to calm down.

Answer 5

You may very well be the next Pulitzer Prize Winner for outstanding literary or journalistic achievement...
that should give you a case of the "Cheers" :))

Answer 6

Get some sleeping pills dear...take it for a few days until you get better...Then try to make yourself a new environment like making new friends and totally renovating your bedroom maybe. Trash out everything that reminds you of him. Buy personal stuffs like ring, earrings or bracelet for your ownself. Buy a new handphone maybe. Meet new friends. Set a new career goal. Change your environment eventhough you dont move to a new place. Show to yourself how much you really love and appreciate yourself rather than how much you love him. You should really trust me dear. I was at the same position as yours months ago. Now i get better and i don't cry daily anymore. Just keep on answering people's question on Y!A when you really don't have anything else to do. If you keep on doing nothing you'll instantly think of how much you're hurt. Collect more points on Y!A it's gonna distract your mind a bit. You can mail me if you need more help my dear...I really do care. I feel for you coz i'm going through the same too. I know it's hard. Listen to this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDgixhllvUI

Here's the lyrics dear. It made me feel stronger:
"Over You" by Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Answer 7

Hello from America, I have many problems too. It's called life. And we all have to deal with it. So, good luck with it.

Answer 8

you may be sad now

but when you see or realise the joy and happiness you bring to others

then you will soon be HAPPY AGAIN

Answer 9

Awwww. Come share my blankie. I got a fresh pot of tea and a box of chocolates ;-)

Answer 10

So sorry to hear that! Time will help! If you need to talk get in touch!