how do i stop being a bad person in general i just do stupid stuff and i guess i have no common sence.advice?

Question

i just cant do anything right since i was was born ppl looked down on me no one would listen to me even now my girlfriend is great but im proubly ruining that some how i know every one i meet hattes me in a way and i cant help it that im emotional i get mad, sad, and deprested. im like the overly drunk person that to most seem cool but you wish would go away i know that im a mistake and alot of ppls lives would proubly be better without me and i wish for everyone to be happy and so i try to act normal but day by day i just wish i was dead and could help ppl without screwing up their lives.so any advice

Answer 1

Have you thought that part of your trouble could be depression. there are people that have abnormal levels of chemicals in their brain, and you could go get your condition properly diagnosed. you could need a anti depression medication that restores proper balance of these chemicals. You very well could have had this condition for years. which has given you these thoughts that your no good. if you would go get your condition diagnosed and could in a short time feel completely different and enjoy life instead of feeling the way you feel now.