how would you describe this?

Question

how would u describe a feeling sudden of emptiness, yet bitterly joyful all at once, and a shock of happiness, both a mixture of sadness and pure joy at once, as if you taste a bitterness on your tongue yet the taste of the sweet, sweet sensation that your heart has a beat to?

i want to know a simple, well decription for that. i cant recall it, i know its on the tip of my tongue though.

Answer 1

elation,Ecstasy or jubilation , maybe the words your looking for.

Answer 2

Tomorrow morning--when my Thanksgiving dinner leaves me.

Sudden emptiness, and yes, joy. Much joy.