Tell me. What do You think brought it about, if anything?
2007-11-22 03:19:39 · 10 answers · asked by Karl 2 in Social Science ➔ Psychology
Your perky attitude and arrogant assumption....Now see what you started, and on Thanksgiving too Thanks for nothing
2007-11-22 03:31:31 · answer #1 · answered by Outside the box 6 · 0⤊ 2⤋
It's not that the world is after me, the world is after everybody. And that happiness doesn't last, and if it does, it doesn't last long. Happiness is just blindness from the truth. And frankly, the only thing that can make me happy is music, family, and friends. So I couldn't live without them. Yet, something is always missing. Whether it is a boyfriend (which I don't need at this age, but because of everybody else holding hands with a guy I feel left out), or a purpose in life (again, I have a lot of time.) And I keep saying I have a lot of time, but I could die tommarow. A lot of people die every day. I could be one of them. So I'm afraid to get in the car now, I'm afraid to go near people I don't know, afraid to be in public, afraid to open the door, and afraid to go to sleep. It's completely horrifying, the idea of dying. And because I'm religiously confused at the moment, it's hard to find comfort in God, the one being that has helped me through life, because I'm not sure if He's real or not. And it's scaring me. I want to die, yet three things are holding me back:
-I realize that I am uneducated, and I shouldn't make the decision of my death time.
-I'm only thirteen.
-I'm afraid of pulling the trigger, or stabbing myself, or taking those pills that would stop my inner organs.
And I feel that I can't tell my mom anything anymore. I've been depressed for five months, each day going down hill, and she doesn't even know it. I'm probably going to end up killing myself, and she wouldn't know. But you don't understand, she thinks I'm perfect, and if I were to tell her, she would think she did something wrong. And she didn't. She did everything right, but I can't stop her from feeling that way. And my dad would just think I'm being silly, and would probably ignore me, because he couldn't believe that I would be feeling this way. ANd my brother wouldn't believe it, and would fill his doubt with jokes and teasing. And my friends, they know...but they would feel bad for not believing me when I told them the first time. And I see friends who's parents are in the hospital for Thanksgiving, and they can't spend time with them. So it's an empty feeling then. And I know I don't have any parent who's suffering from bad health, or any family member for that matter. But what if I suddenly did? At my state now, how would I handle that? I would probably end my life. It's hard to comprehend, but I'm trying to get the help I need without medication and going to a real therapist. I'm trying to find a free online one. One where I don't:
-Have to call.
-Have to pay.
-See in real life.
-Give out any personal information.
I want an anomonous therapist who can help me. I got to YahooAnswers because nobody knows me on here, and if they don't know me, they can give me educated opinions and help for my problems. And I give them answers in return. I don't encourage suicide, but I feel suicidal. It's scaring me to have these thoughts. I was voted most successfull, I'm envolved in many activities, especially with the Arts, I get straight A's. Why am I feeling this way? Why is the world so messed up? Why am I depressed? Why am I religiously confused? Why don't my friends believe me? Why can't I tell my parents? Why can't I have a healthy relationship with my mom? Why haven't I ended my life yet? Please, tell me why! I'm so confused and my head hurts! I haven't gotten any sleep in days! Just...please give me an answer. I can't take it anymore.
-Azooga-
2007-11-22 11:36:12 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
I'm depressed because society has an issue when people aren't superficially happy all the time, and feel they must label it so as to further alienate intelligent people.
2007-11-22 11:32:47 · answer #3 · answered by Chica 5 · 2⤊ 2⤋
i have heard that a vitamin deficiancy of the b vitamins is one cause. but i would take a good megavitamin from the health food store....
2007-11-22 11:24:44 · answer #4 · answered by aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
seems like everyone just went and left me to fend for myself in life... it's how i feel sometimes... like, where the hell did all my friends go? But why would you care tho...
2007-11-22 11:24:08 · answer #5 · answered by Ryder 1 · 2⤊ 0⤋
Not depressed.
2007-11-22 11:28:56 · answer #6 · answered by Adri 3 · 0⤊ 2⤋
i really don't know...i have been ever since i was 9....but i was bullied around that age..otherwise i have no clue.
2007-11-22 13:17:44 · answer #7 · answered by Blah 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Because of the question
2007-11-22 11:22:52 · answer #8 · answered by paulcryo 3 · 0⤊ 2⤋
money issues..to pay my bills
2007-11-23 23:32:21 · answer #9 · answered by va8326 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
im not depressed i dint wanna kill myself. also im not emo
2007-11-22 11:27:26 · answer #10 · answered by marcopolo 3 · 0⤊ 2⤋