I'm depressed.?

Question

I can tell you basically why. I wont get into details.
-at my school, its basically if you dont act and look preppy like everyone else, you dont have any friends. i look how i want to and i get called a "wanna-mo/emo f@g"
-all my "friends" ditch me all the time. i could be crying in a corner for the hundreth time right in front of them and they wont ask me wats wrong.
-i've never had real friends, i've never fit in and the sad thing that i just realized is, its never ever been better.
it's been like this in all my years of school. as you can tell its nice to be me, eh? :)

i'm not bullied as much as i am ignored.

but im called alot of names.


did this happen to anyone else?

i need someone to talk to. someone with an evil mind so i can plot against them :k

Answer 1

Hey you.

I know it's hard, and it seems that it's not going to get better, but it will. It can't get worse. It's really REALLY hard, but you just have to learn not to care what other people think. I've been trying my whole life not to give a sh!t about what people think about me, and it's not easy. I always look to MCR for inspiration, and it helps sometimes.

I can honestly say, that I've only got one or two friends that I can really say are my friends for real. Fitting in is way overrated and assimilation is just wrong. There are people out there who <33 you.

Trust me. It's going to get better. Right now, I'm in a stage of being ignored by who I thought were my friends, but I'm getting used to it. I'm going to show them that I'm better than them and that I deserve to be treated better.

You can always hit me up on email and you know that... I've had several evil plans that I'm willing to trying out!! *thunder crashes and lightning strikes on cue* *maniacal laughter peals and echoes*

LolZ. I <33 u!!!

Answer 2

Plotting against them will not help matters. It will only make matters worse for you. Two wrongs don't make a right. You used the word 'never' a couple of times, why is it that you think you never fitted in or never had any friends. Why do you stand in a corner and cry? Is it for attention? Or do you want others to feel sorry for you? I think maybe it's you and not them. I'm not saying that there is anything wrong with you or that you should change to please others. But if having friends is important to you and it's obvious that it is or you wouldn't be asking this question then maybe you should take a step back and look at the whole picture. If all else fails maybe you should look into changing schools although that may not solve your problems. Good Luck to You.

Answer 3

i felt depressed yesterday too i cryied ALL night(my eyes still burn a little) and no one noticed even though the house is full of ppl..
i feel the same way i've had Best Friends but not TRUE friends, ive never fit in and i dont want to either, i used to b called lots of names too but now they just call me EMO, wannabe, freak,(i dont really care)
i used to b bullied a lot just cuz i was diffrent not anymore thankfully!
i hate HS everyone is so fake but things r getting better cuz im getting used to it...
u should search 4 new friends cuz that sucks
i also need ppl to talk to, someone who understands me and that is fun and open minded and evil too, lol
im sure we're not the only 1's like this i actually think its very common among teens though i dont know anyone whos going through this
its hard to see the groups of rockers and all rock related steriotypes cuz they seem to have so much fun but i dont talk to them but i dont know them

dont worry just keep waiting for something good to happen in ur life or find an inspiration like MCR or something, thats what i do
just keep on going and u'll see things will go away trust me i know how u feel
and give it time
the worse tipe of loneliness is when ur sorrounded with people but
a tommorrow will always will come and thats a new chance to b happy
and someday the sun will shine in ur sky
ok im getting too emotional but i really hope this helps!

Answer 4

I don't have a evil mind, lol! But I can talk to you and give u a lil advice...Screw them u r who u are and be proud. Those who are speaking against you will get there regardless ask God to take care of it and show them how wrong they are and believe me he will. Those same people that r giving u a hard time r the ones who are going to need you and not only that when u get out of high school you will bump into those same people and think " Man, he/she went down I remember in high school..." This will happen now, what they fail to realize is in high school/ teenage years you are being taken care of by a parent the real strong survivors will shine after high school and college, you'll see. Don't cry you are beautiful!!!! & I'm sure you are smart dont let them bother you I went through the same thing in h/s with being fat. Boy did I get it, lol!! I run into people from h/s all the time and they hardly recognize me. Those same guys I liked that didn't like me b/c I was fat and those same girls who picked me to talk about to win cool points are now fat w/ kids and screwed up futures and as far as the guys I play them how they played me like,"Oh you .. You're not MY type" and keep it moving. Things will change but reguardless LOVE yourself how u r now and forever.

Answer 5

If you're troubled and hurt, what you got under your shirt, will make them pay for the things that they did.

Just kidding. Please don't shoot anyone.

My school is almost the same, except for one major thing: most of the kids who are called "emo"are cool because of it.

However, I am called emo and I still have no friends. What you do, or at least what I do, is lose your mind.

Be weird. Be crazy. Go to school pretending to be Darth Vader one day and Optimus Prime the next. You may not make more friends for it, but it sure is fun. You say that you aren't bullied as much as you're ignored, well make it so they can't ignore you. It's okay if their afraid of you, or if they don't talk to you. Because no matter what, you'll be so in their face there is no way they can't notice you.

Just some advice:

My favorite theme is mission impossible. When you enter a room, crouch down low and spin in circles, shaping your hand like a gun. Sing the theme song for mission impossible.

Also, I like Willie Wonka days. Dance around the school singing "Willie Wonka, Willie Wonka, the amazing chocolatier..."

The best way to be noticed is to make the people uncomfortable. In their safe little world of Hollister and Abercrombie & Fitch, you have to be so shamelessly crazy, so unabashedly yourself, that they won't know what to think.

Answer 6

Revenge is never the answer-- ever. Know that high school is not defining of who you are now or who you will become. Everyone is running around extremely insecure and they project this onto you. Years from now you will reflect on this, and realize that these people are lost souls.

Above all, know that you have control of whether or not you choose to let them affect you in a negative way.

Get involved with people outside of school who can teach you how to love yourself, how to acheive self esteem and block the perceptions of others.

The real world is filled with people like this well into your 40s and 50s. The sooner you can accept that their words are not a reflection of you, the sooner you can enjoy yourself and life.

Never make any assumptions, Don't take anything personally, always do your best and be immpeccable with your word. Live by these agreements and you will be successful in whatever environment you are in.

But it all starts with you.

Answer 7

You want to know how my life is really like, then I will tell you. Basicaly I go to a public school in Atlanta, GA. In case you don't know, schools down here are very diverse. In my school the diversity percentage is about 30% whites, 30% Blacks, 30% Hispanics, and 10% Asians. So as you can see, there are all sorts of different people who go to my school. You will usually find someone who will care about you or will have the same interests like you. So you maybe thinking I don't have a tough time fitting in at school at all do you? Actually you are wrong. You see I live with 3 other siblings in my family. I have a twin sister my age. I also have 1 brother and 1 sister who are also twins. My twin sister always makes fun of my at my house. She tells me I am stupid and that I have no friends constantly. The worst thing about having her in my life is that she ALWAYS competes with me in everthing that I do. It seems as though she gets better grades then I do. It feels like she has been more successful in playing sports (she is on the varsity cheerleading squad at my school and she dives for the dive team) than me (I play baseball and run cross country at my school). What annoys me the most though is the fact that she always tends to be more social than I do. All my life I feel as though I have only had 1 true friend in my life. Every week my sister will be outside having fun talking to her friends, while I end up sitting home. Sometimes I feel as though God sent me a curse and that the curse he sent me was my sister Megan. However, sometimes I appreciate what my sister has said to me because the words that she has spoken to me have made me realize how I should treat people. Don't be upset about what is happening to you right now. My mother says that high school is emotionally the most depressing time in a person's life. I believe her. She also says that once you make it to college, you will feel that people will respect you more. You will find people that will care about you and people that will want to be around you. If you just look around right now at your life, you will find that there are people who aren't much different from you. They are depressed as well, but they are still making it through life. Trust me people care about you and you will find that out soon.

Answer 8

ahhh my favorite subject see i have depression too i once had it so bad i tried suicide but back to u names can hurt i still have a name that huants me its "leener" don't ask but if u want to get into violence then welcome i broke a kid's nose for calling me tht but u get suspended and if u want to deal with preppy heres some tips: preppy sucks and since they happen to get the crowd make ur self stand out more stand on the table and call the "prettiest" girl ( the b!tchiest grl) a $lut she'll try and get revenge but at least u can mess with her mind. as for ur friends well there not really friends if they ditch u and if ur crying in the corner and the don't ask wuts up deck them and say "get ur own life and marry each other and get the hell out of my life!" if u've never had any real friends then i'll be ur friend cuz i don't have friends either but if u want to transfer schools go to one much more peace full and not full of stuck up ppl and finally about the name calling tht carries with u every where so if someone calls u a name call them one back and do some slapping if u must but hey i've got problems too and sometimes being evil helps alot......

Answer 9

Talk To A Counsoler.And If The People u Call Ur Friends Ditch U Then They Aren't Really Ur Friends.Find Someone that's like u I'm sure that ur not the only one this is happening to at ur school.this kind of stuff is happening to every day around the world.

Answer 10

Believe it or not, fitting in is extremely important. So many kids try to be their own person and express themselves. The reality is in the real world when you get a job, have a family, live in a town, get politcally involved, there's an acceptable standard in everything you do in life. If you don't at least attempt to meet peoples expectations, they won't have any for you and opportunities won't be presented to you even if you deserve them. So what does this mean when you want to be diffferent? It means, create a base for yourself by being the norm and once you have achieved this and shown everyone how great of a person you really are, you can bend the social rules a little and develope yourself as a person. So many kids take the wrong course by taking something that's never worked and trying to build off it. You can't think outside the box, if you don't have a clue what a solid box is. This is something i learned through life. I hope you can find some help in my words.