I need Inspirtation....?

Question

Hi. I'm a 15 year old girl, and right now I feel like my life is absolutely dull and boring and not interesting at all. I feel like deep down I have a creative side but I don't know...it's not coming out right now. I go to a private school where convention is good but I can't stand it. I'm really shy there, and if you asked just about anyone in the school what i was like, they would tell you i'm a regular, not very interesting person. Maybe I just don't know who I am. I love music and art and culture and fashion, and ANYTHING to do with the 60's. No one really knows this though. I'm not sure what I'm asking for really. Maybe some sort of project, or something that will help me to break out of this stupid shell I hate. Maybe even an alter ego or something...just something that will help me like myself and not be afraid to show this side of me. I need something to inspire me to become the person I know I really am, instead of this person I don't even know anymore. help.

Answer 1

Hi,
There is "NOTHING" wrong with U.
Dont worry at all. As human beings, we are unique. We all are different in approach and behaviors and we react in our own ways. Although different set up do play a role in the expression of our "behaviours".

You are in "undue" stress of being "different". Or. you think that U have the ability to do same as others but you can't do it due to ur some "INNER' reasons which are NEGATIV (may be a premature assumption"...
There are millions of examples how persons like different "antiques" or old things. There are so many young boys who love "old music"...only songs...old movies...
There are scores of people who are in collecting or creating certain specific things related to Past. (70s or 60s)

You are in the process of "discovering" yourself. It is hard and tough process. Creativity is blessing but sometimes takes a lot. It sometimes causes "dilemma" also.
So relax..
Learning, curiosity, imagination, when all merges into "creation", then you may feel that elation which we all long for.
I dont know exactly where you need guideline. But you need to direct your energies into the channel "made" for you. How to anticipate that?...Tough job. But again dont worry. It is normal part of this blessing. Try anything. Let say.."Try writing". Write anything. Any thing. Write on your pen. Write on the scene which you see out of your window. Write what is present in your bed room. Write how you feel about it. Write what is your thought of an "ideal bed room".Write on "the road" you travel daily to go to your school. HOw does it look like? Never thought about it BEFORE?.No problem. Do it tommorow..or the day you read this . :)

Test yourself. (Dont persecute yourself).Look at your pet. See in detail how it behaves. Millions of things Friend here to stimulate your "creativity" and finding the right answer. But it will take time and patience.
Don't stop learning. And dont get dejected. We all are made of unique elements of "material". SOME ARE DEFINIETLY.

With Regards:

Answer 2

maybe you should go on a trip to somewhere really beautiful ... and earning the money well ... get creative and try to use your talents rahter than just getting a normal old job