what should I do?

Question

I am so emotionaly hurt I'm feel really bad right now I feel like nobody loves or want to be bothered whith me not even my family as a Child and for a long time I have always been spoild well at least by my dad now my dad won't even talk to me half the time it is so sad I feel I've lost my mother also not do my siblings seem to care I have health issues so I need some family and friend love but I'm not getting it I feel like crying right now and I have no friends because I was a major B!%@$ when I was young and lost all my friend I've made my bed now I have to lye in it but my family should at least still be there for me it hurts I am 30 could this mean I just need to grow up but I would love to have friends I'm so lonely

Answer 1

You are the only person you can depend on. I was recently in the hospital and the only person I could rely on for a visit was my mother. My brother and dad called sometimes,and a couple of uncles, but mom was always there.There were days I told her not to come and see me because I knew she had things to do. It was lonely, but I didn't want to burden her. It's always nice to have someone around when we are feeling low, but it always ain't gonna happen.
Reach out to your family, just don't play on their sympathy. You could've alienated your family the same way you lost your friends and just didn't know you were doing it. Call them. Ask how they are. Keep things short. Don't be clingy. If you've made people mad, the fact that you're ill won't make them forgive you. Don't call every day. Where I come from, it's called "eating crow". I have no idea why. :)
And yes, you need to grow up somewhat. Quit having a pity party and gain inner strength. You can be your own best friend.

Answer 2

forget about the past, look towards the future, you say you have been a bad girl, but it is ok and now you are feeling lonely with out friends and family. what you need is a good listening friend, who is there to listen to all your problem and give you advice on how to go ahead. you need is a good friend, and if you don't mind i am ready to help. it is upto you, try finding a friend and everything will fall in place. but be sure to listen to your friend. otherwise its no use, i can feel it that you want to change. then you need to make an effort.
all the best.

Answer 3

30 years old and still acting like a spoiled brat. Lady, get a grip and act like an adult. What kind of example are you setting for siblings. I'm sorry that you have health issues but meet them head on it's the only way. Good Luck!!

Answer 4

well when i feel hurt i pray.......try getting into some kind of social event and u will meet lots of people
or try to make up with ur family

Answer 5

hello

Answer 6

find your guy.