PLEASE ANYBODY OUT I PLEAD WITH YOU TO HELP ME, im really down and i have nowhere to turn?

Question

i lost my grandma this year, i have no family, i have fake friends who are selfish. i feel i look terrible
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i have a talent in singing as well as playing instruments but im too insecure to make it noticeable. i feel very isolated and alone. i do not drink as i feel it makes the pain worse. i try praying to jesus but things are not looking up. i will continue to pray. i wish someone out there will care and reply to my pleading for help. i have nowhere else to turn. there are some people on here who have given me horrible answers and i beg you not to vent your hatred to me as i did not do anything wrong to you please. somebody, anybody please help me

Answer 1

The cold truth is that nobody can do anything for you except yourself. Advice and consolation is what we can give you.
For now, keep on praying to God, you don't have to say a name in specific,not Jesus, just pray to the God, the One and Only, which Jesus refers to as "Father" in the Bible, He'll listen to you. In fact He is looking in right now. He knew what is in the deepest part of your heart, now matter how you want to hide from Him.
Remember this, mankind are made for toil and struggle. To see which of us is the best in deeds. For now the best you can do is to keep patience and presevere through this sorrow. In fact, maybe this sorrow is but a test, so you may turn to Him. He wants you to turn to Him. So that He can give you Mercy and Guidance in this hour of tribulation. None better to guide but Him, None better to help but Him. Ask Him, ask God, sincerely and don't try to hide anything in your soul, for He already knows. You'll see.
He is the Most Loving, Most Merciful, Most Generous in His care for us. When we turn to Him a step, He will turn to us so much more then that. That is just to show how much He loves us. He loves us more then a mother loves her child. Believe this for this is true.

Answer 2

I want to say i am sorry to hear about your grandmother. I take it you were close. I understand the need for real friends! I feel lonely lots of times. I have one sister & she lives a thousand miles away. I have no family either. I do have a son but he is gone for now. it is good you don't drink,that wont solve nothing. Take it from someone who's been down that road. I will be glad to talk to you. You will be surprised how one person can make all the difference. Do yourself a favor tho,& don't seem so desperate. That is a good way for some people to take advantage of you.Keep praying it will work. It doesn't seem like it at times but i assure you it does. keep your head up & love yourself.

Answer 3

I am sorry to hear about the loss of your grandmother. You sound like you're going through a depression, but have no way out of it. The best thing you can do right now is know that your grandmother wouldn't want to see you like this, so keep that in mind.
As far as being shy to open up to your talents, that is something you have to work on slowly until you build that courage up. The one thing you can do is record a tape, with you singing and playing the instruments, go and take it to your music teacher and just ask them to listen to the tape and that you would like to know their opinion of it...you don't have to say it's you.
But also keep in mind, prayers are not always answered right away, sometimes it takes times, and what we pray for isn't always what God has planned for us.
Maybe, incase you're not, just pray for God to help you heal from your grandmother's death and to help you become a stronger person so you can show people your talents.

Answer 4

From a musician to a musician.
Play.
Play as much as possible.
Let out all your pain in your music. You'll feel hollow inside afterwards, but that is the feeling of healing.
Try it.
When you feel down, sing and play your instrument until you feel better. Do this everyday. You don't need an audience, just play your heart out bro.
I am sorry. I wish you the best.

Answer 5

Unfortunately you dont deserve all this either but still its here. You just need to rethink all this as a bad thing and turn it into a positive, as your grandma would have wanted you to. You have a talent in music and singing so start with that and compose something special for your grandma in rememberance of her. Country music is mostly songs about life experiences that have happened to them good and bad but they turned them into gold hits and so can you. Like the one song says when youre going thru hell,keep on going and you may get thru it before the devil knows youre there. Life is not always easy but things happen beyod our control and for unknown reasons but there is always a silver lining in each one,but we must look for it and then go for it once we find it one day at a time. Turn to your music/singing as your way out of this and before you know it youll be on your way and your grandma will definitely be proud of you and you will show the world youre no quitter and will always be remembered as a person who ovrcomes adversity and laughs at what the devil sends your way. Start one day at time, first composing a song to your grandma and then sing it loud and proud for the world to hear and youll feel better, and God will help you but the first step begins with you. I believe in you and know you can do it. Good luck

Answer 6

1. I will be your friend because you can never have too many of those.
2. Never ever be afraid of showing your talent and finesse.
3. You are not alone. Add me to messenger. I am on all the time and you can always talk to me about anything. I want nothing in return. My yahoo id is: beccasbigsister