Can You candle a serious question, purely from the heart ( <3 )...?

Question

If I were to finally cry again, would You cry with me? Would You hold Me? or would You try and talk Me through it?? All I know is that I'm so overdue, it's not even funny.

I have yet to shed a tear since late April. And I get stressed out sometimes; from my mother always nagging and yelling, from being lonely without friends and from sailing from disappointment only to end up, surrounded by the morning blues.

My mother thinks I'm just feeling sorry for myself. I say she don't know what the "F" she's talking about!! I wanna laugh but this is quite the serious matter.

Have you ever been in my shoes? That's the question of the "mourning". ^_^

Don't get me wrong - Many aspects of My life are decent. Ask Me if You're interested. Just wanna touch on the missing(s):

*Father
*Friends that visit/call
*Gamer friends
*A soul
*A true purpose
*Job

I started going to the local soup kitchen around Sept. 27th. It has changed my Life for the better. And for that, I'm hella grateful!!!!

Good Mourning, All! (5:32 AM)

Answer 1

im really sorry about the problems you're going through. honestly, i would cry with you if the same problems leaded my way but honestly, you need to show people you're strong and that you can handle that kind of stuff. i really hope everything works out between your life. must be tough to deal with that kind of pain.....good luck and im here with you!!!

Answer 2

I think everyone has been there. Maybe instead of lashing back at your mom, tell her whats going on, that you miss these people and you just feel lost. You ARE feeling sorry for yourself. You're going through something and you're the only one who gets it, therefore you feel sorry for yourself. That's not always a bad thing. If your friends are MIA make new ones, if your father is MIA then you don't need him, unless he passed away and then I'm truly sorry. When it comes to a job, why don't you pick one up at the soup kitchen (granted you won't get paid, but you can spend time there while you're looking, give yourself a purpose)

Good luck on that. And don't say hella, that could be what got you into this depression.

Answer 3

I've been in your shoes yes....its called Depression. There are many levels of depression,as well as many different forms. Almost everybody suffers from some type of depression now and again.. Being bored and in a rut, and no one to share your life with is a real good trigger for the depression to deepen. When your occupied with things to do you usually don't recognize the depression. You can go threw your childhood and into your twenty's or thirty's never knowing. Until something changes in your life, and it brings the problem to the surface, and you just get more and more sad and withdrawn. Then in turn isolate yourself because of it, which causes you to get worse, then they just work off one another. Friends arnt going to come to you, you have to get out and look for them. People don't care to be around someone who's always on a downer either. So you may have to first find an activity or sport or hobby, where you can get out, get busy, analyze yourself, and try to like yourself again, then try to start inviting people into your life...Slowly as you find more exciting things to occupy your time with, you will start to replace the sadness with joy. Baby steps remember...

You can also see your Doc. Medication is a big help too... not all of it, but some ..so you can check into that too.. good luck

Answer 4

I think that anyone with feelings would cry with you and hold you to make you feel better.
I think your mum needs to be a little more understanding, this feeling sorry for yourself sentence seems to cover a multitude of things whereas it doesn't really apply to much in reality!!!
Perhaps you are suffering from some sort of depression, I really feel that you should contact your Doctor and tell him/her how you feel. It could make all the difference to you.
I think at some stage we have all been in your shoes albeit for different reasons - some of us have been lucky enough to have a parent that listens to us and tries to help - unfortunately all parents are not the same.
I am pleased for you that you are going to the local soup kitchen, lots of these places can bring out the best in a person and it gives you a better prospective of life.
Sorry if this all sounds muddled but trying to rush.
Hope you feel a lot better soon,
hugs.

Answer 5

I continually answer heavily, except the question does not make experience or isn't severe in itself. So right here it somewhat is... You look suitable the type you're. do no longer attempt to alter your self, for all and sundry, inclusive of your self because's only an excuse through a rumor you made for your self saying which you need to exchange your self through fact of others(sorry for the confusion xD). So only stay your existence focusing on what you're able to do for your self and for others, to advance your coronary heart and recommendations, and physique(interior, no longer your visual allure). Then human beings will see, for particular, your authentic elegance. enable's say somebody likes you authentic now. in case you start up changing your visual allure, they won't such as you anymore, on the grounds which you're actually not probably doing plenty on your inner self or to particular how unique you're, no longer how surprisingly you could look. all and sundry can look suitable as a style, yet no longer all and sundry could be somewhat suitable. you're able to make that distinction. sturdy luck, and only have relaxing=]

Answer 6

Good morning to you too!

I'm not big on offering words of comfort but I sincerely hope that everything works out in your favor and that fate sends some more good things your way soon. Take care of yourself and know that things only test you to make you a stronger person.

Answer 7

I'm more the sit down and have a beer with you kind of guy but I have friends who I could steer you to.

Answer 8

Sounds like you need a social life. Yes, I've been in your shoes.

Answer 9

I am sorry you're in pain. "Our body cries the tears our eyes refuse to shed". Cry. I am with you.

Answer 10

You can cry on my shoulder. I'll let you. But then get back in the groove, things will get better.