What should I do about this???

Question

I lived at the same house, went to the same school, had the same (popular) set of friends, and everything was the same until my parents got divorced when i was about 13. im 16 now. i started out at a new high school 2 years ago when i was a freshman. now im a junior., i still don't have a good, solid group of friends like i did at my old school. i am always stressed and anxious at my new school and pretty much 24/7 b/c i have never adjusted to it here. i dont even have one person i can call a "true" friend here. i just can't relate well to the people here.i don't know what to do, this really affects my health. i now get panic attacks, migraines,i grinded my teeth in my sleep alot and now my jaw hurts sometimes, headaches, and alot of stuff from the stress. i don't know what to do. i exercise about 1 hr. a day but that still hasn't helped relieve my stress. idont know how i can ever adjust to living here...what can i do?? i feel hopeless. i cant do anything until 2 years from now when i

go to college.
i don't understand why it's been 2 years and i haven't adjusted still.
i look back on my old life and it seems so far away it was perfect and i hate the fact that this is what happened now. its too bad to be true...
also the girl i met here who was my best friend for my freshman and sophomore year recently ditched me for a new group of friends.

also i am not the type to talk about my feelings i keep them inside.

ALSO my brother went off to college after i moved so i really really miss him i am starting to cry thinking about him now. i really miss talking to him.

Answer 1

It sounds like you are the type that needs a boost of self esteem for many reasons including the fact that your parents are divorced and you had to move to a new school. First, is there a chance you can move to go back to live with the other parent?
I will give you a link to a site which may help but you can also talk to a counselor and perhaps that may help you as well. Because of all you have gone through and how it affected you it may be that you are more mature than other kids your age and perhaps that is why you are not part of their groups but keep telling yourself, This too will pass. and that helps.