I hate life and I don't know how to make it better... what should I do?

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I hate life and I don't know how to make it better... what should I do?
I'm in school right now (college). I hate it. I'm suffering from severe depression (for 9 years). I feel all alone. I have friends but I don't trust them because they gossip a lot. I am a junior but I don't know if i'll be able to make it. I can't take it anymore. I'm not doing as well as I want in my classes. I have a lot of hospital bills to pay. No job. I don't know what to do. My parents can't afford to pay for me.
I was almost used by some guy whom trusted enough to lose my virginity with. But I got out of it before it got bad. But it still hurts that someone would try to use my kindness for weakness.
I'm getting over it day by day but I dont think I'll be able to trust another again.

I don't like being at school and I don't like being at home.

I'm stuck in a rut. I guess you can say that I am venting but it's the only thing I can do right now to make me feel better... sort of...

Answer 1

I don't know if this will help you, but I have been to the rock bottom of life before, and only one thing worked. I prayed.

I didn't pray to God to solve my problems. I didn't pray for money. I prayed for answers. I prayed for God to show me the way, but I prayed hard with feeling and intensity.

Just saying words in a prayer will not help you. You must pour your heart and soul into a prayer; say what you mean, and mean what you say.

The solutions will not come right away; therefore, you must be steadfast and persistent in your prayers. Give the Lord the respect he deserves. Keep at it, and the answers will come to you.

Answer 2

I agree with Aristotle about praying. Try asking the Lord into your life. I did many years ago and He has helped me and blessed me a lot. Try reading the Bible (New Testament first). You'll find answers there. I hate to tell you to drop out of school because there's a good chance you'll never go back, but it does sound like you need a change. Maybe you should apply for some jobs. See what's available. Being in debt is the pits. When you feel lonely, remember that God said He would never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5). Thank the Lord you didn't lose your virginity. Try to save it for your husband. You'll find a good man someday and you'll be glad you did. God loves you. He has a good plan for your life. Jesus died for your sins and rose again so that we can have eternal life. Try to find a good church. You'll find friends there. My church is like a family to me. Here are some Bible verses to look up: Proverbs 3:5,6; Philippians 4:6,7; Romans 10:13; Romans 5:8; Romans 3:23; John 3:16. I'll pray for you.

Answer 3

You need God in your life. You are too into yourself. You need to get out and do things for others without expecting anything in return. You could volunteer at a hospital or an old folks home. There are a lot of lonely people there who would love a visit from you. Treat others as you want to be treated. Be kind, caring, giving, selfless, tolerant, patient, understanding, be slow to anger and quick to forgive. Don't have sex with anyone until they are committed to you in marriage. Count your blessings instead of your wants.

Answer 4

im going through deppression too.
but im 14.
and i was supposed to be put in a hospital, but i diddnt agree.
i think you should go get consiling.
thats what im doing and then they gave me some medication. (lexapro)
and after you talk for a while maybe they will omit you to get your mind off of school, family, and whatever eles you think about.
but dont ever look towerds suicide.
it wont help.
if you want to talk more heres my e-mail address: [e-mail]
i hope you take my advice.
and just know, your not alone, just look up.

--Bria

Answer 5

Hi, We all goes thru stuff. But you have to decide what you want out of life. Maybe, you need to try to get you a part-time job. Sometimes when we don't have much to do our mind began to play trick on us. Try meeting new friends. If not. It cool to hang out with yourself. Have you tried writing a journal. If all else have fail try God. He always with you. He loves you if no one else does. You have a lot to live for. Because God doesn't makes mistakes. So lift your head up and live. We all goes thru hard times. They are only there to might you strong.

Answer 6

well sorry to say we all go through is sometime in our lives. just make the best of it. during the holidays i find it is even worse so go see your relatives they will be there for u. take your mind away. clear your mind by the new year and start it off right. hope u feel better.

Answer 7

Okay, serious answer...

Take time away from school and learn how to help others. This may be a corny answer, but there are people who are worse off than you.

Answer 8

omg!! look at your dialog. it starts with "I don't" "I can't" "I hate". With this attitude YOU WON'T, and you can take that to the bank. You have to first change it to " i can" "I will" " I am" " no matter what" why? " cause I'am worth it" and YOU ARE. But if you don't know it, nobody will. Good luck to you honey, hope i helped