Suicide...doesnt a person have the rite to be happy? its there own life?

Question

.it seems that everyone views suicide as a selfish dishonorable act yet no one seems to understand the pure anguish and hell i seem to go through...ive thought about killing myself for years..i came very close several times but stopped in fear that i would just injure myself for life instead of finishing the job..suicide seems to be such a taboo in todays society and whenever someone talks about it they just get put down even more....im going to kill myself without a doubt..sometime soon..i know what it will put my family through and i kno its only a "permanent solution to a temporary problem" but im tired of struggling everyday to make it ...ive seen plenty of doctors been in the hospital and been on every psychotic drug there is..nothing has helped...im thinking bout just going all out and swallowing hundreds of pills then a gun to the head..please dont preach to me..but im just curious on ppls thoughts and opionions

Answer 1

Mike ,I hear your pain and your helplessness. Thank you for asking for our thoughts.
Nothing else exists for you right now. I can relate to what you say. Although our stories are different so much is alike. I can offer you one thing,my friend...and this is hope.

I can tell you that there is another way ...although it may seem out of the question for you right now. I ask you to just consider what your your life would be...without this pain that you re in now.
Dare to imagine and feel the freedom and peace that some inside part of you craves. Step into this in your thoughts and feel the joy and the bliss that is possible and is waiting for you ....It is all there waiting for you . Trust , Mike that you will step out of the misery that has a hold of you now and into who you really are.. It is all about making a conscious choice,
My life has taken a shift and once that happens nothing only positive things surround you. Sometimes its the fear of the fear that makes us give up.
Once we really want change it begins to happen for us .It gets easier and easier when we trust not knowing what lies ahead.
The sun shines in your heart please know this .Your desire to change will bring about change .
Your truth ,your real self will be free and
you in turn will give hope to others as you share your strength,experience and hope.
take care.

Answer 2

Yes, you have the right to commit suicide if you want!!
I suggest that you realise first, what you are actually doing.
You are wasting a life. You are on this earth for a reason, yes you!!! Everyone has a reason to live a good life, you havn't found yours yet. I bet you have a dream. Go after your dream, no matter how old you are. Write down a list of what you would do if you had all the money in the world.
You will find your dream on the list, somewhere. It is never to late to start over. Everybody on this earth is an unique individual, no two people the same. You seem to be intelligent. Walt Disney really started his life when he was 44 years old. Look at the legacy he left behind, joy for so many children and adults. I bet, if you searched your mind, you could find a mission in life. There are sooo many others that need help. By giving of yourself to others, you treat yourself to joy and satisfaction. We forget about ourselves when we help others worse off than we are. Committing suicide will do what? I have a very strong belief that we, ourselves, who we really are, is NOT our body but our spirit. When we die we leave the body behind, but our spirit, the real us, goes on. If we want love and joy, even after we pass over, we must live the best life that we can now, on this earth. I believe, not knowing you, that you have strength and are really strong inside. I really hope that you do not carry through with suicide,. but you change your thinking and give the world a special person, who can help others with their problems, in the future. You are a special person, I can tell it in the way you write, and I think the world needs special people like you.
Peace and love,

Answer 3

Have you ever just thought about just killing the old self , and letting the new you keep on truckin,,
the reason I say that is that your mom and dad wanted you ,,, they wanted you to be a happy person ,, that was the origional plan anyway ,for you to have a beautifull life filled with joy and happiness ,, They would still love to << at the end of their life say " I gave him that !" and they would be refering to life , the only thing they could give you that no one could steel from you , because in their trying they would be murdering and thus not theft , don't think so much ! try just being stupid, see where that takes you for a while , never know it could be fun , cheack it out , just be dumb see what happens ,couldn't get any worse , right , try it for a week ,see who notices,,,~

Answer 4

Ive been there, and stopped only because i feared i would only seriously hurt myself, and not fully do it, i dont want the pain. Just a quick end.
If i had the guts, i would join you, quite honestly. But im too much of a coward. My life is just one long anguised spiral into hell.

Answer 5

you can rationalize your thoughts all you want but, if you feel no one can help you then do it in way your parents can have an open casket. , why do you give up on your own self? just wondering how old you are? do you feel abandoned by your family? do you need more attention? if you can write down your thoughts and why is it okay to kill myself. I'm willing to read it and not be judge mental. i hope this is not a joke as suicide is not a joke.

Answer 6

I wish you peace. No judgment necessary.