my mental health team have said i have borderline personality disorder, which im not disagreeing with, but the symptoms i have are just getting worse.....and im worried i have symptoms of other disorders to.
im 30 now and have suffered like this all my life, never had the right treatment and have fallen through the net.
my thoughts race everyday.....cant hold a train of thought...100 worries and anxieties racing......fleeting around. forgetting things constantly.
felt for a long time and still feel people are plotting against me....dont trust anyone...or very few.
ive isolated myself...have high anxiety and panic levels.....im afraid of going out and have stopped going out......unless i really have to.
i struggle with low moods everyday and feel hopeless, helpless...i have bleak morbid thoughts...ive stopped caring for myself...brushing my teeth etc. i have no energy...cant think clearly.
have alot of anger & rage which stems from past bullying and abuse
2007-11-03
05:32:34
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i always have to be aware of this anger, because i can
easily have an aggressive outburst.
i live in a one bedromm apartment by myself...no friends ive
never made any.....never had a partner.
my mums just told me shes got emphezema...shes the only
one ive had there for me.
i feel unsupported and not listened to.
theyve offered psychotherapy, but wont give
meds because he said there addictive.
the psychiatrist said all my symptoms are
down to the BPD.
but im concerned theres other stuff going on
ive got other disorders that arnt being picked up
like:
bi polar, ocd, anxiety disoorder or ptsd that ive got
as well as the borderline personality disorder.
and im not getting the right treatment for them.
what should i do?
2007-11-03
05:33:26 ·
update #1