why do I always feel like, that my past or previous life had to do something with spying? I always feel someone is watching me, am being followed. I know how exactly to get somone in my confidence and I can cheat and use almost anyone in this world. I feel like I have superknowledge, and I am super fast at things, but I never let anyone realize that. I keep feeling I am a big weapon for someone and that person is using me. And I am keep loosing my friends and the ones I care about in a manner that others will think they left me, and that wud make people feel srry for me all the time. I really think I am capable of doing something big. And that I have a special destiny and am not able to find. Please help.
2007-10-26 17:46:19 · 10 answers · asked by Anonymous in Social Science ➔ Psychology
I only live alone. i prefer walking in 20 degree farahanheit. Earlier I use to have a problem of remembering everything i see in my path. always watched my timings on it. A superfast calculator. i use to solve my algebra problems way quicker than my teacher cud. And she always had the look of being scared of my speeds. i even stabbed myself with compass, it didnt hurt at all and it never bleeded either. What does this mean? Please direct me
2007-10-26 17:59:13 · update #1
While you have had two answers suggest this is grandiose schizophrenia; please remember that YA is a forum that is a group of people giving suggestions and sharing knowledge.
What I have to share is that you mentioned the feeling of someone spying on you, being watched and followed. There are several patterns of illogical thinking, delusions and hallucinations with schizophrenia, one of them being paranoia. I know someone that experiences this. It is very important for her to take her medicine.
You also mentioned loss of your feeling sense (temperature) (pain inflicted upon yourself), loss of time periods, but now remember more. There can be coexistences of oppositional identities in schizophrenia.
Yes, while the grandiosity is there with heightened intelligence and elated feelings of conquering the world; it gets frustrating because, as you say, you are not able to find that destination. Anxiety plays a major role here with the chemical imbalances going on in the brain.
It is really to your best interest to consult a Dr.(psychiatrist) and explain this to him/her and get on the proper anti-psychotic medication. There is nothing wrong with having to go for help for this. It could have been genetic and something triggered it in young adulthood. This is what happened with people I have known.
I got some of this info from Yahoo education. Good Luck and please talk to someone, so you can be at peace.
2007-10-26 18:40:45 · answer #1 · answered by Willow 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
It could be grandiose schizophrenic delusions. Some people with grandiose delusional disorder have an over-inflated sense of self-worth. Their delusions center on their own importance, such as believing that they have done or created something of extreme value or have a "special mission" or purpose.
That sounds like you. Or at least what you wrote here sounds like that.
2007-10-26 18:01:59 · answer #2 · answered by angeleyez000000 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Stay with your feet on the mother earth.If you are destined for something spacial,it would come at it's own and let it do it's own job.Otherwise,with your present state aggravating,you may not be prepared when an opportunity knocks the door.Think deep and you may get the meaning of what is said to you.Good luck.
2007-10-26 17:53:31 · answer #3 · answered by brkshandilya 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Yes, it is grandiose schizophrenia. Read about evolution. You will realise you are nothing but an advanced ape, who is living merely to add to the gene pool of the species. It might bring you back to normal once you realise what your meant for.
2007-10-26 18:06:21 · answer #4 · answered by pamphlet_one 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
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2016-10-23 01:34:36 · answer #5 · answered by koroly 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Well I don't know if this is much of a help to you but
You can only pick your own destiny
Do you're best
You're just shy that's why nobody realizes it
2007-10-26 18:15:34 · answer #6 · answered by Writers Instincts 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I would go see and talk to somebody if I were you. They can help you better than I'm sure anyone can here.
2007-10-26 17:49:52 · answer #7 · answered by sonyab523 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Wow I'm not sure what to say but just don't give up
2007-10-26 17:50:07 · answer #8 · answered by Loverboy666 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
God is watching you and you sense it?
Your every move.
2007-10-26 17:49:07 · answer #9 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
you could have schizophrenia
2007-10-26 17:49:03 · answer #10 · answered by mishkin 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋