yet then all hell broke loose i heard people screaming what i take and ect...... my ques is i am so made at my boyfriend for calling medics and him giving me cpr till they came.For once i felt nothing!!did'nt know if i was sleeping ,dead whatever i felt nothing in my head or body and that was serenity for me,know i am back to my same miserable self!!!!!! What do i do????????
2007-10-25 17:06:24 · 10 answers · asked by Anonymous in Family & Relationships ➔ Other - Family & Relationships
there is a sentence error......i ment to say i am so MAD at my boyfriend!!!
2007-10-25 17:09:59 · update #1
1st of all, you shouldnt be mad at your bf. He only tried to save your life. That shows that there is atleast one person who cares for you. That also means your decision to take your own life is not at all a wise one.
You are saying that you felt serenity for few seconds. May be you must have liked it when compared to the utter chaos tht ur life might be in. But i just wanted to tell you that, even without being dead, there are so many ways to experience tranquility, peace & serenity.
But 1st, you will have to visit a psychiatrist urgently. PLEASE DONT NEGLECT IT. This is nothing but a major depressive episode, which is quite common. Dont start using the antidepressants yourself without physician's advice. Believe me, life is too precious to end it this way.
2007-10-25 17:43:43 · answer #1 · answered by peacefulworld9 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Life is a gift, not wanting to live is a state of mind, depression.
What happened is your body started the process of shutting down, just like a computer, hearts beats, brain signal reduced to a minimum, or probably it was shut down completely, the CPR that was given to you brought you back to life, for one reason only to make things right, feeling miserable is one thing and doing something about it is a must. There's medication that supresses your depression but is not the answer, live your life to the fullest.
Find out, you are either here to give life to a new human being, or to save someone, to help someone, as little as the help you give someone seems, find the peace within yourself, and battle those demons, like you I tried to kill myself and survived, someone once told me, you are here because someone up there wants you to be here, giving up is not an option for you.
Life is beautiful depending how you look at it, is the glass half empty or half full?.
2007-10-25 17:56:39 · answer #2 · answered by PERCY R 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I want you to take one day out of your life and I want you to spend it alone. Go to the park or something. Think really hard about your life. Is it honesty that bad? If so, what makes it so bad? When you figure out what is ruining you're life to the point where you are acting on suicidal thoughts. When you figure out what is the matter, fix it, it's not as difficult as you might think. Now I want you to realize something, this serenity you're talking about, you will NOT get this if you're dead. When you're dead, you're dead, there is nothing more, what good is serenity if you can't enjoy it. Try fixing the wrongs in your life and take some time to yourself, take a vacation, relax, learn to enjoy life. And consider how the people in your life would feel if you were to take your own life, they could blame themselves... it's selfish of you to want to find an exit to a once in a lifetime (literally) opportunity.
2007-10-25 17:45:02 · answer #3 · answered by Matthew. 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I think you should find help,trying to kill yourself wont help at all i think you should calm down and not let any problems keep your self steem down, youre in this world for a purpose dont take your life away theres lots of people that love you and want the best for you and all these people that are writing right here in yahoo care for you, please find help, and remember that life comes only once, live your life to the fullest and dont let problems keep you away from the happiness you deserve take care! and Good Luck with your life!
2007-10-25 17:41:59 · answer #4 · answered by kendra 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
first of all i glad that you are still here. i know that i dont know
you but sweetheart life is precious. it may feel that life mean
nothing but it does. and the fact that your boyfriend did this
mean that he love you.. talk to someone about what going on
in your life. darkness may be around you but there is a light
at the end of the tunnel, you just need to see that you are
here for a reason. god love you. trust me it will get better
you can write me any time. god be with you my angel.
2007-10-25 17:38:41 · answer #5 · answered by luckystar 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
well, you were given a second life, because you were not suppose to be dead yet... for sure you haven't done your purpose here on earth... without religion (here) I am speaking for myself, if you are going to take your life now, do you think you are going to an after life that has no misery,.. ( I don't think so..) you have to ask your boyfriend why did he save from that sec. of death, and think alot of people are still loving you.. & please don't be selfish, just by taking your life. talk to somebody who could really help you, (personally).
look for your life here on earth, they' re just beside you..
2007-10-25 17:21:57 · answer #6 · answered by Erizelle 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You are suffering from chronic depression Ita a desease who is very treatable Please see a docter right away You are a important person and people need you Pick up your cell and call a docter
2007-10-25 17:24:28 · answer #7 · answered by lala 7 · 2⤊ 0⤋
sucide is not the answer!there is so much in life to offer u!find god and u will have peace
2007-10-25 17:13:29 · answer #8 · answered by Don't take life 4 granted 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Looking for God that's the only answer
2007-10-25 17:10:38 · answer #9 · answered by Charlie D 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You need help.
2007-10-25 17:18:50 · answer #10 · answered by patches 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋