Due to repeated situations :?

Question

Which have whittled you down from the trusting or loving person you had thought to be and remain . . how stony has your heart become toward appraising anything new, which you may have thought at moments of genuine enthusiasm - refreshed from embittered ghosts of the past, has your Heart become?
What would grant you the energy or faith to believe in love again?
What would hold you back, warning you, perhaps, aligning with the caution of your imagination, of Present, from offering yourself again with virginal of heart and mind to a possible, new beloved?
Or, has it taken to much out of you, the games and betrayals, the glib exclamations and lacking of substance words, which are offered in a seemingly amoral way to seduce you, into engaging yourself into another mind game, which will show no result, except another disappoinment?
As of NOW, where does your Heart stand, as far, and considering the confusion which unfairly has made it, No longer want to respond with fresh faith and intent?

I do not think I mean to whine. What I bring about I have heard and seen a thousand times . . or more . . no one is beyond falling into certain situations. Are you above this?
And as far as how I write, English is my second language. Foreigners learn the language as best was inclined to be of use and comprehension.
Thirdly, I am not an English major, but was taught the disciplines of Fine Art.
Therefore there is no need to digress from the subject and make, for whatever your reason, a judgment.

Answer 1

Huh? Your question is a little deep and could of been written for more of the general public instead of English majors.

Answer 2

I too, lament on the deceit and insincerity that people brings when we only want to believe in the goodness that they bring and to reciprocate them with kindness and gratitude for the love they bring.

However, from time and time again, we get disheartened and disappointed by those whom we gave our time, effort, emotions and affections to and losing our faith into believing they'll do just the same. Reluctant to turn the heart into stone, we fall into the same trap again of being too trusting and believing.

Now the heart is poisoned, feeling bitter and sore, and it will never be as true and real as it was before. Being vindictive and cynical in the face of all aridity and disenchantment. Condemn those that make us the way we are. It now turns into a vicious cycle when we become one of them and turn others to the way we are at present.

We are constantly struggling, hoping to nurture the strength of spirit to shield us from becoming monsters and to withstand misfortunes that brings us.

What lies ahead is uncertain and what we will really become is unknown.

Answer 3

I think you are just wonderful! I love the way you put people in their places so nicely! lol
I went through a terrible marriage and promised myself never to trust a man again. Now, years later, I know I can trust and love a man worthy of it. I just won't give my heart away as easily. I have learned from my past mistakes, but I know in my heart that I have healed and can love and trust again.

Answer 4

Very deep and to answer all of six questions you have asked will take a little bit of time.
My heart has not become stony but broken and locked a little bit because of ghosts of the past and present.
I do believe in love but I believe in thriving. The love is not gone. The love is there.
I am lacking in emotional energy right now.
I am in a relationship so I could not and would not open up myself or offer myself to any new beloved.
Recent games and betrayals and emotional turmoil that have surrounded me have led to disappointments. My heart may break a million more times with my love but I will not give in to believing I do not love, do not deserve love.
My heart stands overwhelmed with emotions and love and it is definitely unfair confusion that is very cruel but nonetheless I am living it . I feel I can respond with fresh faith and intent when I have recharged my emotional energy that has been drained from my very soul.

Answer 5

OK, I'm sorry, but you sort of sound whiney. If you keep picking the wrong lovers, it starts to become YOUR problem, so to continue to blame them for all the games and devaluation means that for some reason, you enjoy on some level being the victim. I would get counseling and find out why I can't break the pattern, but you might continue to whine.