I grew up in a broken family. All brothers. The eldest is my sister but she doesnt give a freakin damn. Shes already moved on with her life from my family. 2nd brother's a crimnal, druggie, gangster.
When i was young, i always spent my time staying over my cousin's sister house. I had the most fun time of my life during there. When i began grewing up however, it was somehow that we both were seperated from each other. Her father decided for her to study overseas far away at south africa.
A few years later, when i began seeing her back in town, we both never really had the chance to talk about life and issues.
also recently,we never had the chance to actually talk about what has happened in our lifes and such.
I grew up as a different person, with my cousin sister missing from my side. I somehow lost my sister after so long. Im left with my brothers who dont give a sh*t about me anymore and one who keeps ending up behind bars.
Recently, i asked her out
2007-10-21
18:03:50
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and we talked and connected after so long. I confessed my feelings towards her as how i have been missing like a sis all my life. And after so long, when i sat there with her, I felt such a lukewarm feeling and it was amazing.
I dont want to mistake this as love. But its somehow something ive been missing my entire life. I truly cherish her by my side. And she has been my hope for growing up to be a sensible person as compared to my brothers.
I was hugging and cuddling her throughout that night and i kept telling her how much i missed her throughout all this years. She says she also feels the same back then. When i wasnt talking to her at the moment.
I love my sis so goddamn much. And im mistakely thinking that im in love with her when im not. Its something else
and its so great the feeling.
2007-10-21
18:09:04 ·
update #1
*i stayed my cousin's house eversince when i was young. We got seperated from each other when we grew up.
And now, seeing each other again is such an amazing feeling and i miss her so much.
shes my first cousin. and it makes it even more special, she really feels like my own sister.
2007-10-21
18:12:42 ·
update #2
when i asked her out, i discussed everything about my family problems to her. And she told me all about hers too.
2007-10-21
18:14:47 ·
update #3