My life is falling apart?

Question

Okay here is the last year of my life:
1) I worked as an intern for a University, I intended on doing Masters, however, I didn't like the low pay, (less than min wage) or anything else that came with it. So I didn't stick to it and quit for a consulting job.
2) I had to exagerate my experience while working at this job cause I was told to. I lost my cool when working at a company and quit my first contract.
3) I was called into the headquarters and freaked out and did some crazy things. I got really irrational and had a panic attack. They thought that the entire thing at my last contract was staged. I told someone I was kidding (about the panic attack) and it was a prety sick joke.
4) I am now in another contract where I am supposed to lie. What should I do should I quit? It would look real bad if I were to quit 3 jobs in a row. However, I don't think I can do what I am supposed to do, and the company I am contracted at is questioning the company I am working for. What should I do?

I have quit so much.

Oh yeah, and I also lost my virginity to prostitute this year.

Oh yeah, also the reason I slept with a prostitue was cuse at my first contrct I was attracted to this woman and it really screwed me up. Guess it was the panic attacks. But I do not regret it.

Also, I found out I have borderline high cholesterol, and am lactose intolerent this year. I gained 40 pounds in the last year. Ummm.

Yeah I chose to because it was too easy for girls to cause me to loose balance before I did.

Also I have tried weed, shrooms, and m1t (a stabalized form of steriods).

Answer 1

Just get yourself together and start owning up to your decisions. Your life could be fine if you took control. Do you feel bad about the position your in at your job? Tell your boss you won't lie or find a new job. Just take control. Why did you choose to loose your virginity to a prostitue?

Answer 2

I think you should quit the job that you are not qualified for. Then, you should go get a low paying job at a music store or the gap to build your references and job history back up until you realize what it is you want to do. Don't worry about this too much. You messed up, yes, but it's not too big a deal that you've despised your past three jobs. It sounds like you might be having a break down of some sorts. I would go to your family doctor and tell him/her what has been going on. Maybe he/she could help you figure out what to do, be it talking to a therapist, taking anxiety medication for panic attacks, ect.

Regarding the prostitute, it's ok as long as you don't regret it.
If you find yourself regretting it, forgive yourself.

Go on short walks every night to help your weight. You will be surprised what a nice walk in the evening will do. Talk to your doctor about your cholesterol when you are in there talking about the other stuff.

Your life is not falling apart. You've hit a bump. That's all. Many people have it so much worse.

Answer 3

quit this job, and find another, then you can start rebuilding

Answer 4

relax
you have screwed up your life
but there is a solution for you and it worked for me, my life got so bad I was going to commit suicide -yet I had everything money could buy
the help i got was to become honest and to change my life, I prayed, "Jesus help me, thanks for dying for my sins, I am sorry forgive me, come into my heart and be my friend, amen" He promised his love and to do this in Revelation 3:19&20
best wishes in all of this, David the sweet pea and Jesus is still the answer