how can i BE myself, i never forget about my mind!! help?

Question

hi

...this is starting to trouble me ....
okay, i rarely.. ..forget about my mind... ,.. i dont know how to explain this, its kinda weird, im too conscious about me
like my mind cannot forget about itself and i cannot be myself
or just do things

when im asleep its ok

im also a little nervious, but that´s not just it, it adds

i am okay theres nothing wrong with my mind and im quite intelligent but this thing disturbs me and it hinders me to full potential

also i have problems with being natural, im like too artificial maybe, i dont know how to explain all this

also i have stupid voices that say stupid things i disagree!
a part of me find funny many things and i cannot be serious

oh...skip saying anything about the voices like im "crazy" or any psychological term , skip that please

i also have self confidence issues when i know..... i shouldnt have!
its like i know but i dont feel, its weird..

any help.........? mostly about the first paragraph!!

T

ok "Randy" thanks for your answer but you can go **** yourself you ignorant idiot

no more stupid "medication" or "OCD" or the like...ok?

i already told

please try to help me, do no vomit textbooks or psy easy cliches that wont help

first answer is kinda ok...

Answer 1

well.. at a guess without actually meeting you I'd say you are a highly intelligent introvert. Nothing wrong with you.. you just need to learn to control your mind... I used to have many of the same problems you have. I didn't call them voices.. I called them personalities... and when they started arguing I decided I had had enough and made it a point to integrate them all into one voice... and I willed and thought my way to that. After that I found it easier and easier to control my mind.

It's pretty important that you figure out your own way to start to find control... because people like you and I who are very in-tune with our inner workings are much more likely to turn to drug use and the likes as a means of outside control... don't be that guy.

Answer 2

My guess is that you suffer from Obsessive-Compulsive-Disorder (OCD). Medication can help.

As for your other symptoms, mention them to your doctor.

Best wishes, and God bless,

Randy