Im bulimic and i want to stop making myself throw up :(?

Question

i know i am playing with death right now...but..this is addicting..
im 13 years old..i know im kinda young but i dont feel right with my body at all...so i make myself throw up..in 3 months i went from 78pounds to 58.My parents are starting to notice and i wanna stop before anyone finds out.Im only bones and can see my spine very easily.As hard as i try to make myself stop i just can't.I dont want to see anyone because i dont want my parents to find out,and if they did its not like they'd understand me.i want to stop..but still feel good about myself im sick of feeling depressed and not good with how i look or feel.Does anyone have suggestions to how to stop this without my parents or family finding out?

Answer 1

I feel so sorry for you. You have to tell your parents if you want to live, you might be a little embarrassed but it is better than dying. Tell your doctor. I am truly sorry. I got some feelings like that and my mom said when you get older you'll have stomach problems. I care about you even though I don't know you. Please tell your parents.

Answer 2

I think i would rather be overweight (which you are not) and pretty than be skinny and trashy. Doing that will only rot your teeth, ruin your throat, and make your breath smell terrible. You're already tiny for your age, i'm 13 5'4" and 108 lbs, and everyone calls me too skinny. I work out a lot and run, plus i don't eat a lot for everything that i eat fills me up really quick. And even if you do it only a couple of times, you body can become used to that and you'll throw up everything you eat, then you'll be in the hospital for malnutrition. Not trying to make you feel bad, but it's the truth.

Answer 3

If youre only 58 pounds, your parents must have noticed your emaciated body by now and they probably already suspect you have a problem. You can't stop throwing up on your own. The only way you can start to get better is with family support and counseling. You will never get better on your own. If you don't want to tell them directly that you need help, tell a school nurse or one of your friend's mothers. Either way your parents have to know. Good luck.

Answer 4

Ways to stop, yes. Without your parents knowing...no. They wont know what to do and make a fuss but then they will take you to the people that do know how to help you, that may include a nutritionist and a psychologist. The first will try to get new nourishing food into your meals and body, the second, new and relaxing ideas about your weight and will help you with the process of kicking a dangerous habit.

Answer 5

Gosh, Just don't think about it, exercise more go and hang out with your friends eat what you want. Throwing up isn't heathly for your body. If you don't want any one to find out then stop throwing up! But its probably a good idea to tell your parents about your problems.

Answer 6

sweetheart this isnt something you can deal with on your own. you are going to need help. before you seriously mess yourself up. when you feel like you are wanting to throw up. look at yourself in the mirror and tell your self, i am beautiful, i am great just the way i am. i dont need to change. i can over come this. i can stop. i will be healthy again. just keep telling urself that over and over.

Answer 7

Stop being so self centered. There are kids starving because of lack of food. And you are starving because of a mental problem. Do you like the smell of your own vomit? Dogs lick up their own vomit you know. If you want to get noticed, why don't start doing things constructive like soccer, swimming, horses, get into 4H or girl scouts.