what can you do if you feel trapped and stuck in somewhere you don't want to be?

Question

i want to emigrate from the uk, build a new life, find good christian friends, find a good fiance who'll like me for me.....i was born in st paul de vence but have been in the uk since 7.

i have endure alot of trauma since 14, i have borderline personality disorder, and ptsd..
im waiting for therapy right now, and im being assesed right now. i want an instant fix. to be just able to leave tommorrow. i have awfull feelings of dependancy like ive become reliant on welfare not wanting to do anything. stuck in a rut, in my lonely apartment.

i feel stuck in britain right now because im dealing with bpd and can only go as fast as the uk system. i feel trapped here, like i'll never get out, like its impossible to accomplish, and it is depressing me.....because i don't want to be here and want to leave uk today, tommorrow.

ive had alot of bad experiences here and made alot of enemies, which suits me, because i dont like them either. but the problem is, now i know i need to get out.

Answer 1

There are ways to get around your waiting dilemma; I have a question to ask you and then I have to check on something but I probably won't have any valid information until tomorrow, and that's if you would like me to try. However, the question I want to ask is none of the business of some of the ruder people here on Answers. If you can e-mail me a list of a few places you would like to find a new home, in order by which you prefer most. Then I will send back the questions I need to have your answers to and I will pursue this possibility. Until then try to keep your sweet spirit up by remembering that at least in one little BIG city in the SW US, there are people trying to get some kind of help for you and we won't ever give up on you.

Answer 2

I can totally relate, but I have left it in God's hands for now. I know He knows what is best for me, and even though at times, I just can't take it anymore, I know that I have to leave it to him..to show me what it is, that He want's me to do in life...in the meantime, all you can do, is try to keep saving up all the money you can,..and just pray that your help comes sooner than you think it will