do you know the point where you feel upset over so many things you cant find it in you to stand anymore?

Question

you just wish that the past few years you went away when given the chance to get on that plane,car,etc but yet you stayed behide to fullfill the promise you made even if it destoryed you and in the end you find out you were lied to and their promiss was a promiss made of lies..my spelling is bad i know but please anwser this qustion it is becoming a matter of depression..its even more of a shame when the one most hurt and most used and broken has to stand and please so many others when he/she themsleves need it the most no matter where i go now i cant leave behide the past of lies i had to deal with..i have to stand and not show any sign of pain or i will be put down..give me advice please?

Answer 1

Oh, you mean you taught and had to be the punching bag that had to keep the students, parents, and administrators happy! Been there, done that! Walked away and never looked back!

Answer 2

You can't worry about the past because that's done and over with.You can't worry about the future, because, well it's in the future. Live for today.Worry is self defeating at best.It's been said why worry.Half the time what ever your worrying about doesn't come true, and the other half you have no control over.
Worry is ,and forgive the interpretation, just a form of mental masturbation.It keeps you from concentrating on the here and now.

Answer 3

I know that point. I have been there more than once. You need to take a break from what is troubling you. A few minutes a day just for you, to have quiet time, and peace. Listen to music. Take a bath in candle light. Indulge in your favorite snack. Take care of yourself. If you don't have family members or friends you can talk to, can you talk to someone at a church? Please get help if you need it. Reach out for help from someone you trust. If there is no one you trust, reach out to God and trust in Him. God bless you!